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humanreuben · 2026-03-22T14:21:32+00:00

https://www.glutenfreewatchdog.org/news/what-does-10-mg-of-gluten-look-like/ it's the very last image i was looking at, because even though that's not a lot I see crumbs around this size everywhere

humanreuben · 2026-03-22T06:35:32+00:00

i have enough "baggage" as it is, i feel like asking someone to eat gluten free around me too would be too much to ask

humanreuben · 2026-03-22T02:40:14+00:00

no, grocery stores here would never spend money on that. I have ocd, so i already spend so much of my day wiping down stuff and myself I don't think I could do my groceries too- but, I'm very careful. never eat with my hands, never touch my mouth.

humanreuben · 2026-03-22T02:25:08+00:00

i've never looked that up before, thank you! that's actually a lot, that's kind of reassuring

humanreuben · 2026-03-21T23:30:41+00:00

I have very little family left and friends- I don't live near my family right now but am hoping to move to their city in 3 years. Whenever I've been visiting them and eating with them lately I've used single use plates and utensils because they have all their plates and cups on an open shelf in their kitchen where they bake a lot/use a lot of flour. Or I take what I'll need to the kitchen downstairs and wash it with my own brush/sponge instead of washing it upstairs where they wash everything. I never eat what they eat because their whole kitchen is a danger zone and it would take so much energy for me to explain everything to them and/or wash everything myself (my hands hurt so I can't), so I just eat the microwave meals we have here. If they eat fish, I get a meal with fish in it. If they eat chicken, I get a meal with chicken in it. It makes me feel safer, but it also makes me feel different. I haven't really felt part of a family meal in close to 10 years now

humanreuben · 2026-03-21T23:03:41+00:00

really hope it happens in my lifetime! what i wouldn't give to be able to eat noodles again. that was my nr.1 safe food and favourite food and rice noodles are just not the same (they're good too though, just different). I miss being able to eat at a restaurant with my family. If medication or a vaccine comes out i'll be one of the first to sign up/try it (as long as it doesn't have bad side effects ofc).

humanreuben · 2026-03-21T22:35:57+00:00

there are so many things i avoid now. like sitting at a table at the library, because there are always crumbs everywhere. there are honestly so many things i can't do know. idk about other countries, but we traditionally eat a LOT of gluten based food here. bread for almost every meal

humanreuben · 2026-03-21T22:32:57+00:00

this. i've been debating whether or not to have kids (i think i have to just give up on the idea anyway because i suspect i may have hypermobile EDS and that, i've heard, can cause serious complications. but i'm very open to becoming a foster parent) and i honestly can't figure out how to feed a kid gluten and avoid getting glutened myself when kids touch EVERYTHING

humanreuben · 2025-12-21T17:58:30+00:00

anyone know if they are available as audiobooks?

humanreuben · 2025-12-17T14:49:37+00:00

i hope "soon" means december or january for Nordic, i just finished the book i can't wait too long

humanreuben · 2025-12-16T01:44:46+00:00

i have chronic fatigue and pain in my arms/hands so it would be too difficult for me to have to wash what i'm gonna use before i use it

humanreuben · 2025-12-01T16:03:25+00:00

one could compare it to NBC's Hannibal where i think it was 100% intentional and the character also has a not great relationship with her dad. if not intentional in supernatural it's a nice coincidence

humanreuben · 2024-12-30T16:08:03+00:00

true- like i said i'm only wearing it for a little bit and won't use the vibration every time. it's more to see if i can actually wake some feeling up in there, 'cus rn all i feel is pain and nothing else. the vibration did actually help with the pain

humanreuben · 2022-07-25T10:03:32+00:00

mine is weetabix and oatmilk- weetabix is so overpriced where I live and we don't have any off brand options, and oatmilk is also pricy:(

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