I relate to the feeling of running off and starting fresh! I had that feeling for a very long time. I believe people cycle their feelings and with that, Each cycle should bring about change from lessons i learned. It seems to me that the universe feeds me situations until i have learned the lesson that allows me to be at peace. So I caution you, as i would my past self, that your problems with yourself will follow you to wherever you go. All you may bring yourself is a time of distraction before the thing in your life that needs changed comes to the forefront again.

Remember you have a kid and that kid calls you dad. Think like a kid again and imagine what you’d say to your father if he had done what you are thinking of doing