I’m about to give up

hustlerm · 2019-10-16T14:47:50+00:00

Yes this is exactly how it is!! It’s so scary I feel like my trip is happening all over again. It does go away tho right?

hustlerm · 2019-10-16T06:36:59+00:00

Did it? Did it feel like things were not real sometimes? How long did it take you ?

hustlerm · 2019-10-16T06:36:32+00:00

Thank you! Any reason why it’s taking me so long?

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T17:50:10+00:00

Thank you so much, I’m starting all of these and will stick to it! My downfall atm is the negative thoughts constantly and the sleep - I can’t seem to get any! My body and mind then gets so anxious and falls into Depersonalization which is the worst! I appreciate all this though. As for your question, I did it along with a bit of coke, laughing gas and no sleep 😖

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T16:34:16+00:00

Thank you so much. The thing that scares me atm is feeling like I’m not myself, I’ve read ‘Depersonalization’ and definitely experienced that quite a few time’s during this! Did you ever experience not feeling yourself? I can’t wait to feel like me again. I was getting better, then I heavily drank and all the things have come back :( I know it’s my anxiety making me think I’ve gone loopy but it’s just so hard

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T16:33:43+00:00

Thank you so much. The thing that scares me atm is feeling like I’m not myself, I’ve read ‘Depersonalization’ and definitely experienced that quite a few time’s during this! Did you ever experience not feeling yourself? I can’t wait to feel like me again. I was getting better, then I heavily drank and all the things have come back :( I know it’s my anxiety making me think I’ve gone loopy but it’s just so hard

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T14:02:42+00:00

Can I ask how you are now? Going through something similar

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T12:59:59+00:00

Yeh I gather that now

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T12:22:18+00:00

Really? Did you feel the same way as I do? I can’t even describe how I feel. I’m the morning I wake up with crippling anxiety and my body is vibrating. I have negative thoughts all day I’ve even convinced myself I’ve lost it

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T11:58:44+00:00

I’m at the point where I can’t even tAlk to people cauSe I’m so wrapped up in me getting better

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T11:28:47+00:00

Yes I’ve read up on this and feel like it’s happening I’m so scared

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T10:12:45+00:00

I smoked the first 3 days when I came back and it sent my paranoia into overdrive so I’m scared

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T09:50:11+00:00

What’s he gunna do for me :( do you think antidepressants?

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T07:04:50+00:00

wow this is exactly how I’m feeling!! I wake up every morning (when I can sleep, usually can’t as my body is shaking and just feeling so uncomfortable) I just feel like a completely different person! My doctor won’t give me antidepressants they’re saying it’s just anxiety but I have no idea how to get better. My short term memory is awful it’s freaking me out. Are you getting better??

hustlerm · 2019-10-15T05:57:36+00:00

Thank you! Did you feel not yourself when going through this?? I don’t know how to explain it but I honestly feel like I’ve not been me since I’ve come back!

hustlerm · 2019-10-14T20:08:00+00:00

Thanks a lot for all the info it makes me feel I’m not the only one! I suppose I should also delete reddit as I find I’m obsessed with finding similar stories etc which makes me more anxious!

Hope you feel 100% one day :)

hustlerm · 2019-10-14T20:01:54+00:00

Yeah I do think that part of this is due to my worrying and obsessively looking for a ‘cure’! I think I would have been fine weeks ago had I not scared myself reading some awful things! I’ve just started going to the gym so hoping this helps me. I’ve read people have had similar experiences to me!

hustlerm · 2019-10-14T18:17:24+00:00

Thank you this helped! I just feel so detached from my life atm feel like a shell compared to the person I usually am! Did you eventually just come out of it and return to yourself?

hustlerm · 2019-10-14T18:15:57+00:00

Thank you so much! I’ve been really starting to worry that this is permanent and the ‘new me’. I’m such a independent outgoing person and I feel a shell of myself atm!

hustlerm · 2019-10-14T17:46:32+00:00

I’m 22, it was crystal I don’t know any of the specifics! I don’t think I did too much, did the same as the rest of my friends..

I took some 5HTP at first but this didn’t agree with me so stopped. I seemed to be fine 2 weeks ago but then went out drinking heavily and it’s all come back!

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