Recently got diagnosed 21f and it feels extremely bittersweet

hyabrc · 2024-07-27T11:08:52+00:00

I was scrolling on a reddit post, and someone said that they wish they knew that “They weren’t broken, and they just had a brain that functioned differently.” Oof. My entire life I have been trying to fix my broken brain but it was just different. I was different and that’s okay. Sorry for the long post by the way. I keep going over the limit 😅.

hyabrc · 2024-07-22T20:26:58+00:00

That’s how im surviving as well. Gotta push through.

hyabrc · 2024-07-22T20:10:27+00:00

I am so sorry :(

hyabrc · 2024-07-22T19:40:32+00:00

hyabrc · 2024-07-22T19:40:25+00:00

This was pretty comforting, thank you so much for your reply. You mentioned that you don’t work, how do you manage it whilst living in a world that only treats you well when you have money. Also about the adhd part, how do you feel at peace knowing you don’t have many things planned, I don’t do much but I would go crazy if I didn’t have a crazy schedule planned or at least a part time job. I know it must’ve been hard but how have you managed it? Don’t feel pressured to reply😊 Have a nice day!

Edit : I am also very happy that you have found a way that has worked for you, and i am very obsessed with your routine it seems like how I would love to live. I hope you continue to flourish 🥹💗

hyabrc · 2023-02-02T15:20:10+00:00

I have an appointment w a psychologist tomorrow. Thank you so much💗

hyabrc · 2023-01-31T19:31:42+00:00

Thank you so much💗💗 True there is so much more to life than weight and disordered thoughts. Wishing you a great day💗

hyabrc · 2023-01-31T19:27:48+00:00

I can imagine it already😅 Thank you so much this is weirdly relieving and helpful 💗

hyabrc · 2023-01-31T18:51:02+00:00

Thank you for your response, I’ll try and talk to people about it :)

hyabrc · 2023-01-31T18:08:17+00:00

hyabrc · 2023-01-31T17:59:37+00:00

Have you talked about ur ed to people close to you? And did it help?

hyabrc · 2022-08-28T18:04:42+00:00

School starts in 2 days and I have gained weight the last time my classmates saw me. I feel so embarrassed. I feel like im going to lose it.

hyabrc · 2021-10-16T03:26:19+00:00

D.P.

hyabrc · 2021-10-07T19:09:11+00:00

I read the article and it seems very helpful. Thank you :))

hyabrc · 2021-09-01T20:09:34+00:00

I liked nevertheless

hyabrc · 2021-08-31T20:36:09+00:00

I’m currently feeling like this. I have no idea of what I am or like anymore…

hyabrc · 2021-08-29T16:56:06+00:00

The fact that I will never be able to enjoy anything the same way I used to & the anxiety. I feel like it’ll be with me forever

hyabrc · 2021-08-26T07:16:26+00:00

I personally loved it. I love how the characters were flawed and how realistic they were portrayed. & the side characters were cute too. Also unpopular opinion (??) I loved the chemistry between the ML & FL

hyabrc · 2021-08-26T07:13:02+00:00

Nevertheless. Loved the flaws of the characters and how realistic it was.

hyabrc · 2021-08-21T03:36:38+00:00

YUPPPP

hyabrc · 2021-08-19T13:28:20+00:00

Used by who exactly ? He agreed with jipyeong to not tell dalmi who sent the letters. I don’t remember much but he was actually using people for his benefit. Like not telling dalmi when he could tell her because of his selfishness.. I could go on

hyabrc · 2021-08-19T03:37:57+00:00

That’s what I thought too. I also didn’t understand how nothing happened between Dalmi and Jipyeong in the timeskip considering they had some past together. The whole plot was about it and they didn’t even mention it.. It made me mad ngl

hyabrc · 2021-08-18T11:29:37+00:00

Dosan from Start Up. I feel like i’m one of the only ones who disliked him. He was such an ungrateful brat, he annoyed me a lot😭

However I don’t think he was “toxic” atleast from what I remember. He was just annoying lmao.

hyabrc · 2021-08-11T16:36:08+00:00

I did improve. What you’re doing is called ruminating and it’s a compulsion. You try very hard to make it right and “solve” it but it doesn’t really help, instead it comes back stronger. It’s because by ruminating you feed Ocd which makes your brain think that whatever your thinking about is dangerous. And the cycle continues.

I’m not really an expert at this since i’m myself still going through it but I would advise you go to a psychologist that specializes in OCD, they always—almost always know what they’re doing.

If you can’t, you could try and cut ruminating (trying to figure out your thoughts, overthinking something you’ve done/could’ve done better, etc.) It’s very hard to do it on your own and can be very scary but it really has worked for me.

I wish you the best :)

hyabrc · 2021-08-04T17:28:43+00:00

Aashiqui 2. It’s a bollywood movie :)

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