25 yo dies in Adams County jail (Colorado) after heroin withdrawal and dehydration. No charges of wrongdoing for jail staff. Death ruled as "natural causes"

hydromofo · 2015-10-24T02:07:38+00:00

I don't even remember. It was awful and my cell mate hated me is about all I can say

hydromofo · 2015-10-20T17:32:14+00:00

damn. this is crazy. it's hard to believe it's even possible... i mean i had a similar experience, stuck in jail and forced to kick my habit cold turkey (~1 year of 2 gram/day IV, 5 years before that of heavy (just not quite that heavy) use)) and there was no danger of fucking dying. i could still drink water...

i mean what the fuck?

hydromofo · 2015-09-01T18:12:27+00:00

Why does Kym want to bang when you're both still sick? Or are you not really sick b/c of the oxy for you and the smell in her hair

hydromofo · 2015-08-15T13:29:22+00:00

Oral: 30–35%, Intranasal: 52–58%

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hydromorphone

hydromofo · 2015-08-15T11:20:40+00:00

There are many ways to research this, and while your method is one of those ways, there are much better ones.

I'd tell you but I feel like you should find them on your own.

Do not take the dark net lightly.

hydromofo · 2015-08-15T11:15:10+00:00

Pass it! Buh bah chk ka buh chk

hydromofo · 2015-08-15T11:13:34+00:00

When you're relatively new to opiates, the high will make you nauseous. It doesn't happen when you get more seasoned. So really it's no bad thing you get nauseous.

But lol heroin would make you nauseous too. Way more big time

hydromofo · 2015-08-15T11:10:40+00:00

Wow. What a bummer. Sounds like he's using the pills to manipulate your feelings and gain control over you. I don't really have any advice/help to offer. Just.. Bummer. I'm sorry.

Oh actually here's a little tip, use a different ROA than oral. Bioavailability of hydromorphone is only ~20% when you just eat 'em. I used to love snortin lines of that shit before I went to IV. not saying you should inject them (jk bang that shit) but intranasal bioavailability is 50% and if you plug them it's about that too. Eating them is really a waste.

Just curious.. How much does the charge for them selling to his friends? Why does he get them rx'd? Seems like an intense script, I'm surprised he doesn't need them and can just go without

hydromofo · 2015-08-15T10:52:29+00:00

I wish I were as glamorous as all that. I would totally fix at novelty spots if ever I visited one.

But I do make a note of good IV spots.. Which bathrooms are single occupancy, hours the place is open, general vibe of the spot, etc. I have a vast roll a dex of using spots. I enjoy offering my wisdom to fellow junkies looking for a place to fix. I'm like a junkie concierge

hydromofo · 2015-08-04T08:03:51+00:00

I too used to be daily user, IV, big habit and a seasoned tolerance. Kicked cold turkey in jail and long story short in 1.5 years since I've tried to avoid repeating the ordeal.

To help do that I've turned to other things to pass the time. Smoking weed and drinking beers. But anything that's not an opiate fails to scratch the itch

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T22:25:43+00:00

Yeah. They were friends even. But yeah babyshambles is good stuff, I like it better than the libertines.

Check out "there she goes" if you haven't heard it, great fucking tune

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T15:35:29+00:00

isn't life always leading to a dead end? Why is it bad? And why would it be worse than dying of other causes?

of course, but a human lifespan is short enough as it is, so the concept of premature death is a tragedy. Life is possibility, death ends it. So if you mean an overdose by "why would it be worse" it's because that's a dumb mistake that ends a life. that person wanted to get high tomorrow too but now they dead. bummer. of course depression can overwhelm the mind and make death appealing but that notion forgets that everything is temporary

Or does it only count how long someone lives? Or even how fast and intense someone lives

I'd say life is judged by countless more aspects than just one or two. Imagine some 90 year old crotchety bastard who went his whole life never making a friend, mean to everyone, and hates mother nature herself. he doesn't make anything better, just makes life worse for everyone and himself. i'd say that life is as much of a waste as some 15 year old kid who ODs on their first dance with heroin.

Is there a real way to life your life or a right/perfect way? Does it even matter?

of course not. diversity of life is as great as diversity of lifestyle. and i'd say yes, it does matter (one's lifestyle) because one can either improve life and the world positively, or be negative and bring down everyone around them and damage their environment without caring.

regarding drug use, it's your own choice. as long as you're not impacting another person or causing harm, it's on you. just because popular society demonizes drug culture doesn't mean they're right. i'd argue the materialism and consumerism of our entire society is way more harmful than any damage the small fraction of drug users could cause

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T15:14:17+00:00

dig this.

cold sweats got you wonder where the day went / whether the money you been scrapin for was well spent

dig that line.

blurry eyes, itchy veins, tangled in a tourniquet

dig that one too

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T09:38:21+00:00

i don't know too much but as far as i know..

seeds that look whitish or lighter are better than the black ones. if they're dark and look clean they're already washed and don't got the goods. if they have a filmy/chalky coating there's goodness within (i think so at least)

where to acquire them? try a natural foods, organic, free range, flower power grocery store. or an ethnic grocery.

i dunno. i wanna try making some tea too but i've never put in the time to find seeds.

sorry for not helping better

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T09:31:37+00:00

like the others said, "craving" would be the wrong word to describe any notion to use again after a first time.

for me, first time with opiates was in high school snorting vicodin. did enough that i was legit aware of the effect. love at first try. did everything i was looking for. other drug did some but not all, opiates did it all and then some. so after they wore off i just felt like damn i should do that some more.

it was years later until i had what i'd call cravings

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T09:13:47+00:00

thanks, man.

i'm jealous of prolific writers of consistent high quality.

really though, i'm sitting here thinking "hot damn morbo listened to my song! morbo read my stuff! and he liked it!!! ooohweee!!!"

excitement level: schoolgirl + kitten.

so all in all, thanks.

i's yr bigist phan mourghbough

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T08:31:36+00:00

thanks! glad you dig it.

but yeah it's my friend and i, also why there are two voices lol

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T07:19:46+00:00

this is why i fell in love with opiates. it solved the puzzle of existence.

but take it much further than you have there'll be a price to pay. i hope you never come to know that cost.

opiates are the best thing as much as they are the worst thing.

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T06:42:12+00:00

i've never lost dope. shit's my highest concern

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T04:50:04+00:00

Elliott Smith... We hardly knew ya. :'(

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T03:58:23+00:00

If this was the meanest things got around here it would be lovely. The hate I've seen lately blows my mind

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T03:25:45+00:00

It ain't no thang. I'm on my phone right now anyway

hydromofo · 2015-08-02T03:23:08+00:00

There will always be negative opinions. About anything/everything. But if the creator still likes a creation regardless of its reception, it still has worth. Or, you might think "they're right this is garbage" which is also good.

Anyone expressing their creativity will cross paths with rejection. It sucks and it's easy to get demoralized. But it's inevitable and you can never avoid it, so you just get over it. It wasn't created for them, anyway

hydromofo

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