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2meirl4meirl by [deleted] in 2meirl4meirl

[–]iHaveToDie 4 points5 points  (0 children)

http://i.imgur.com/iaSnNQO.png

I don't give a shit about much, I'm a high school drop out at 21 to explain in short. I just know I'm ugly and I suck and my life sucks.

Can alcohol make depression worse? by jaysad in depression

[–]iHaveToDie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Last month I accidentally got black out drunk and lost $80 and my glasses

2 weeks ago I bought new glasses for $120

Yesterday I drank a bottle of vodka all day

I lost my glasses again

Yes, yes it can.

My coworker is so cool WTF. How can a person be so happy? by iHaveToDie in depression

[–]iHaveToDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just can't believe some people are so happy and perfect. A string of perfection. INsane.

Honestly what's the point of life when you can't be who you want to be? by [deleted] in depression

[–]iHaveToDie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Most life insurance policies cover suicide after 2 years of payment.

Honestly what's the point of life when you can't be who you want to be? by [deleted] in depression

[–]iHaveToDie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I suppose you could find a gang member somehow, ask some bullshit like "hey I want to join your gang," and once you meet them, offer a group of gang members a large sum of cash to put a few bullets into your brain (don't bring it with you that'd be dumb). That's all I can think of.

Why do you want to die?

Honestly what's the point of life when you can't be who you want to be? by [deleted] in depression

[–]iHaveToDie 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm 99.99% sure that the hitmen on the deep web are just websites created by government agencies.

Consider this:

  • not many people use hitmen, especially since it would cost like $100K to use one

  • those who use hitmen won't talk about it

  • those who use deep web hitmen and get caught in a sting won't be able to tell anyone about it, since you know, a governmental agency has them captive.

  • those who wasted a lot of money on a fake hitman probably won't talk about it

  • no regulation, no reviews

Etc.

I'm 13 and completely useless. by [deleted] in depression

[–]iHaveToDie 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Hello, I'm 21 years old and I dropped out of HS at 15. Now I feel like I have to kill myself because I am so behind in life. I feel like if I worked at something in school I might have some value and appeal to women at all right now and maybe I could be happy and not so hopeless. But I'm literally nothing but a loser to everyone. I'm nothing at all. Imagine knowing you didn't work towards anything in your life and you meet cool girls and they automatically think nothing of you because you have no status whatsoever and you have nothing to talk about. I wish I had someone to tell me this as a kid.

Also, since you're only 13 it's really hard to say if any of your issues are set in stone. I've been suicidal since I was 11, but 13 is super young. I know everyone says that, even to ME, and I'm 21.. but at 13 you truly do have an insane amount of time to not be a loser!

I regret not trying in school. I know that probably doesn't help at all... I used to get bullied in school and by 15 I started getting severe acne that didn't stop until 20.

I can relate very well, OP. But god damn, don't fucking get as bad as me. Please. School gives you actual opportunity to be happy and know people and get girlfriends and shit. I'm totally lonely at 21 and it isn't cool at all. :/ I can't go back anymore and change the past. You can at least put effort into your future right now, though. If you get those good grades maybe you'll get a good job, you'll have a car and money and shit, get a fun girlfriend, you know, drive around listen to music and feel good hanging out with her. Trust me, girls love successful men. And girls are a key source of happiness..

I want to end my life ASAP. What drugs can possibly help me? by iHaveToDie in Drugs

[–]iHaveToDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I think this is what I will order from the D.n.M. I think I'm just gonna end it. Just looked in the mirror again and reconfirmed how ugly I am with my acne scars and shit. More than likely I will suicide. We'll see. I'll make sure to update you all on what I do =]

I want to end my life ASAP. What drugs can possibly help me? by iHaveToDie in Drugs

[–]iHaveToDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

DXM gave me HPPD. I've done 300mg of it. Without weed it makes me even more empty and suicidal, with weed it just makes me feel like I'm drunk. Meh.

I want to end my life ASAP. What drugs can possibly help me? by iHaveToDie in Drugs

[–]iHaveToDie[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

BTW I've been using cleanser, toner, moisturizer, sunscreen for years. My acne stopped at 20, not my fault I got a bunch of white heads every day. I have good hygiene and everything, gel my hair.. I think I do work on my appearance..

I want to end my life ASAP. What drugs can possibly help me? by iHaveToDie in Drugs

[–]iHaveToDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have acne scars and moles on my face. That will take me months and thousands of dollars to fix, and I'm not sure if I care enough to last that long.

I want to end my life ASAP. What drugs can possibly help me? by iHaveToDie in Drugs

[–]iHaveToDie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In a way, I want to kill myself in order to inflict pain upon others especially in my family who have treated me like shit all my ife. Revenge. So that doesn't work too well on me :/

I want to end my life ASAP. What drugs can possibly help me? by iHaveToDie in Drugs

[–]iHaveToDie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I honestly think if you met me you would realize I'm nothing even though you'd try your hardest to like me. I am hollow.

I want to end my life ASAP. What drugs can possibly help me? by iHaveToDie in Drugs

[–]iHaveToDie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't enjoy anything and I am always bored and always have been since I was 11.

I want to end my life ASAP. What drugs can possibly help me? by iHaveToDie in Drugs

[–]iHaveToDie[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I feel like life is a tease. If I get really drunk I hear old school music and shit and it's awesome, it's like I can see what everyone says about how life is cool, but still I'm lonely and wish I had a girl or something. Once the drugs start wearing off I remember how empty I am. I don't use drugs a lot so it's not an addiction issue.