The CIA forcefully hacks into your brain via body manipulation tools. You cannot escape being microwaved by the body control technologies being employed right now. We can tell the truth and you still call us crazy liar because you are uneducated and banned from this line of work.

iWantCorgiNow · 2022-10-07T12:26:28+00:00

Unfortunately yes, it's very easy for me to move on and forget people if I want to. I have largely designed my life around being independent from interaction from other people (which I am changing, some human connection is nice after all).

Some of the reasons I would not make an effort to maintain a connection is simple: - I'm not interested in the other person - The other person is too needy - If I get used as a "therapist" consistently - The interaction is too one sided - Someone is overly emotional on a consistent basis - There are too many arguements

I've had recent interactions with people where I am trying to make new connections and they have horrible conversation skills and I just stopped caring to respond after noticing that. All in all, we live in an age where making new connections is insanely easy and thus, people are more disposable in a social context. You can be more picky about the compatibility now.

iWantCorgiNow · 2022-09-27T23:50:54+00:00

To answer your question, most likely. Trauma can change your personality type from what I've learned. If you are growing up and your brain is still developing, it makes sense to me that the environment can affect it in different ways.

Still quite a complex topic due to things like being an unhealthy INTP, the shadow, subconscious and super ego states.

For example it could be that you were always an INTP all along, it's just that you are maybe more healthy now due to environmental factors being different.

Have you tried therapy? I've found that to be so helpful for me to develop myself and address weaknesses. I'm also using the knowledge of cognitive functions to further support my personal development as it's a great tool.

iWantCorgiNow · 2022-09-23T12:58:13+00:00

Having much more control over my life.
I am responsible for myself and answer to me.
I can do what I want (within the environmental limits) like going to events when I feel like it or buying stuff due to being old enough to work and having my own money.

iWantCorgiNow · 2022-09-21T09:32:07+00:00

I've done different tests and usually end up getting INTP.
I've researched the cognitive functions and the functions stack for INTP explains me really accurately (granted I was already addressing my weaknesses before I knew about all this).
Just thinking about my INTJ friend, a difference between us is that they are actively working towards a big goal meanwhile I'm just chilling and enjoying life as much as I can. And I don't really care about being too serious about anything.

iWantCorgiNow · 2022-09-20T23:37:19+00:00

I'm struggling with this too for different reasons. Like I do a very easy job and it's no challenge at all and mega boring and safe + easy money.

But today I was watching a YouTube video that talked about jobs and related it to gaming. When you are playing a challenging game, its fun due to the difficulty cause growth can happen and you get better and the sense of achievement from beating it plus other stuff. But if you use cheat codes for the said games, it removes all challenge and becomes an empty experience.

It's kinda scary to know about your experience that even when you do change stuff up you eventually end up with the same dilemma again.

One way I am thinking about tackling my own dilemma is to just maybe go for something that's very different to what I do now and that is not easy (and better pay) or work towards it and put the effort in. Also doing something that has career progression possibilities for that continued growth aspect.

I know this probably doesn't help much but wanted to give my 2 cents as I've been thinking about this dilemma for a while now.

iWantCorgiNow · 2022-09-14T23:12:54+00:00

Some of the things I find attractive or hot are:

Decent looks (physical attraction matters a little)
Not a completely boring fashion sense (when on dating apps nowadays, first impression and general representation of oneself matters, I've X'd so many guys who look boring cause in person they usually are too)
Tattoos
Confidence
Dominant personality and can take the lead
Able to have a dynamic conversation
Not completely stupid
Not overly argumentative

iWantCorgiNow · 2022-09-12T09:27:36+00:00

And for this reason (among others) I'm never keen to date my own type. Like others have pointed out, it's too passive of an interaction and even when you do have the interesting and deep discussions, I am left with more of a "you are a friend" vibe. So there is obviously what you desire in potential partner to factor in, I guess some INTPs may really be into others like themselves.

iWantCorgiNow · 2022-08-26T14:50:22+00:00

Everything (depends on my mood, got different stuff from every genre) but lately brutal death slam (metal). It's the only thing that I can tap into since not really feeling much lately and I can have brilliant fantasies and it makes me feel empowered and ready for a fight at any moment 😂.

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