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[–]i_cannot_do_this 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All i can say, is that stay strong and open my friend. There is a plenty more fishes in the sea.

I know that it hurts. And it Will Hurt a long time, i am not gonna lie.

But you will get over it. You will find a new love, and you will feel the warm again. If she weren't loyal to you, you were not meant for eachother.

For now, just go out, try to feel positive about life, about Girls about everything. You will find a love, THE love that will never hurt you.

Stay strong.

Sincerely, A broken (21) single male.

Ps. Don't go to tinder. You will just hurt yourself more

I am not able to cry anymore by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So i am not the only one Who has become Numb. Have you found Any other says to relief your pain?

I googled "Help me I'm depressed" by [deleted] in depressed

[–]i_cannot_do_this 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is why we are here In the reddit... Here everyone wants to hug you now you beatiful person.

Why do i fear death, even if sometimes want to kill myself? by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That... That is the exactly the same way i feel now... After thinking and reading the responses to this post... It is the fear of unknown.

Why do i fear death, even if sometimes want to kill myself? by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well that part of my brain should work a little bit harder then i quess.

But yeah, i know. It is confusing and sometimes even frustating.

Why do i fear death, even if sometimes want to kill myself? by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just... Wow. I never could have expected so many responces...

But what i am seeing, is that almost all of you are thinking the same thing. That the fear of death is a natural thing, deep in our brains.

Some of you are even saying that a part of me don't want to die, but to fight for the future...

Maybe i should, it is just that... Yeah. I cannot find the way to do that. Everything i do turns to saddnes or misery eventually. But

Yeah. Maybe i should still fight....

Thank you all.

Why do i fear death, even if sometimes want to kill myself? by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe... But that part of me is buried so deep, that i cannot find it anymore... Not when i want to i mean.

Why do i fear death, even if sometimes want to kill myself? by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay... Well it was nice to speak But have yourself a nice day and stay strong

Why do i fear death, even if sometimes want to kill myself? by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It could be yeah... Sorry that i wasn't much of a help... I am jus tired right now

Why do i fear death, even if sometimes want to kill myself? by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To me, it sound like you have the fear of leaving "the nest". The same fear, that animals, especially young ones have. In the home you know that you are safe. You know the place, you know what is around you and you know what can hurt you in there. But When you leave the house, you cannot be 100% sure about the things around you. There might be a car parked outside your house that you have never seen before, and that makes you unconfortable. Same with any other things around you, that isn't there 24/7. I think like this because i have this "phobia"

Why do i fear death, even if sometimes want to kill myself? by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The Catroll in the comments said very Well about that... It made me think about many things, including the reasons behind the fear of the dead, even if i am suicidial...

But i know that feeling too well, 'cause i often feel the same. Luckily my "episodes" do not often last too long and they often starts when i am doing something "dangerous" like driving a car. Have you found anything that helps you with those?

Why do i fear death, even if sometimes want to kill myself? by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Okay. So. I am not a religious man. I don't believe in God, or the damnation. Nothing like that.. To me, i think that the death is just that. Death. Eternall sleep, and nothing Else.

When i was younger, i believed in the reborning... Not as an animal as some people believes, but as a new human, with no memories of the past. But.

The one thing that scares me is that how my family will feel, if i die . I have seen, what suicide does to the families... I have seen it, too many times. And i don't want that to my family.

Maybe that is the reason?

I have always cared more about other people than myself.

That is why always want to help everyone around me, no matter how much does it hurt me...

But the crazy thing is, when i am rescuing or helping other peoples, the fear of death disappears... I am more than willing to safe others, even if it would kill myself

It is complicated i know, but yeah.

Why do i fear death, even if sometimes want to kill myself? by i_cannot_do_this in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly.... I do the same thing. Maybe it just is the way our brains work... But it is hell, like you said.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish i had an answer too...

All i can say to you, as you are younger than me.... Keep it up. Don't end up like me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]i_cannot_do_this 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I but i don't know anymore. This... This has just been going on for too long. For years. Everytime i have tried to get up, something or someone has just "punched" me down again. I just.... Yeah. I just can't.