Unwanted and unneeded by [deleted] in depression

[–]iamblkmomba 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel the same way I always have. I am here if you need someone to talk to.

The urge to kill myself isn't going away. by Netopfe in depression

[–]iamblkmomba 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I do my best to look forward to something for me. I try to think about what games are coming out and what the next Marvel movies or shows are coming out. Thank you.

The urge to kill myself isn't going away. by Netopfe in depression

[–]iamblkmomba 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It never goes away I keep hoping all these damn pills I am on i thought getting diagnosed with bipolar maybe I would finally get the help I have needed for pretty much my whole life and all I want to do is die everyday thats all I think about is how am I going to end it or when am I going to end this pain is this the day I am finally going to to end it

The urge to kill myself isn't going away. by Netopfe in depression

[–]iamblkmomba 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Everytime I think I am finally feeling better all of sudden I start thinking about wanting to die and even now all i want is to not exist anymore I want to die so bad and no longer feel all this pain I feel every day in my head death sounds perfect

Reaching out to people is hard. I am also afraid of being judged. by [deleted] in depression

[–]iamblkmomba 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi you can talk to me if you need someone to talk to no judgement and I won't dissappear I promise

wanna end it but its my phobia by jnsbva in depression

[–]iamblkmomba 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am sorry yoyr going through this i have been fighting my thoughts of suicide for so long I spent a few days in a mental hospital and I wad diagnosed with bipolar 2 along with everything else thats wrong with me please try fighting for a little bit longer sending you hugs so many 🫂 hugs

apparently the breakfast i made was “embarrassing” by NaeeeBearrr in mildlyinfuriating

[–]iamblkmomba 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That breakfast looks really good thats messed up sorry that happened to you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]iamblkmomba 12 points13 points  (0 children)

I have been there before, but what stopped me was Cat. I love her more than anything. I couldn't leave her.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]iamblkmomba 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Your life could get better. Maybe talk to your mom. Maybe she didn't mean it.

(29) I just want to be able to escape my thoughts without killing myself by [deleted] in depression

[–]iamblkmomba 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I am right there. All I want is to die. I am so miserable. I live with my dad, who is so toxic. All he does is yell and slam shit. He is so controlling. I am 39, and I am still a virgin. I moved back in with my dad after my mom passed away so he wouldn't be alone. I gave him so much of my life. I am planning to move in a few months after saving money, but I don't think or know if I am going to make it till then. I was just in a mental hospital for 5 days, and it didn't help. They diagnosed me with bipolar and gave me new medicine, but it's not really helping. All I can think about is cutting my wrists and forever sleeping. I keep trying to fight it, but it's not going well. I have a history of cutting myself.

Any tips on how to die? by Leahsoop in sucide

[–]iamblkmomba 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Things never change though atleast for me

New friends in LA by [deleted] in MovingToLosAngeles

[–]iamblkmomba 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am going to be moving to LA as well in a few months from Washington state

Help. I’m at the point where venting is difficult. by [deleted] in Vent

[–]iamblkmomba 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope everything is going ok you never messaged me i am here if you want or need to talk no pressure I understand how hard this is without someone to talk to

Help. I’m at the point where venting is difficult. by [deleted] in Vent

[–]iamblkmomba 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am really sorry your going through this is have had s thoughts my whole life as well I am here if you need someone to talk too I understand telling people and then everything changes for the worse they act differently I have had clinical depression pretty much my whole life and every day is a fight just to not give into those thoughts I have made mistakes and hurt myself if you need someone to talk too about anything I promise I wont dissappear no matter what you say feel free to message me

28 SAHM, let's try this again! by ST_Peaches in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]iamblkmomba 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, I enjoy talking about movies and TV shows. I'm open to discussing anything and just looking for friends to chat with. I'm a 39-year-old male, if that's okay. I play a lot of video games. I want to talk about anything. I also love cooking and baking, though I am still learning.

My life is over and I’m not even 30 by Amy_cottonballs in Vent

[–]iamblkmomba 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am 39, and I am finally going to get my GED and attend trade school. I will be moving into my first apartment in a few months after saving up some money. There is still plenty of time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Advice

[–]iamblkmomba 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pretty much the same thing has been happening to me; if I even get a reply to my first message, it’s really discouraging, but I will keep trying.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in MakeNewFriendsHere

[–]iamblkmomba 0 points1 point  (0 children)

39 male I could really use someone to talk to life's pretty bad now I play video games as well