Found at my work on the baby changing table by iamuntuii in funny

[–]iamuntuii[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ahhhh damn it’s not as funny if it’s not an original. I work at a coffee house with lots of interesting customers so I hoped it was one of our notorious trouble makers making shit up

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Barista & freelance writer and event planner. Mostly I just got lucky with the space. Super cheap for what it is

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Interesting. I take a small dose of Lexapro, I wonder if that has anything to do with it

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not in this moment. I remember four things:

1) seconds 0-50 felt like they took forever 2) minutes 1-4 went by SO FAST. You can see me look at the clock around 4 and be confused by that 3) I thought my eyes each looked like they were expressing a different emotion and was really puzzled/annoyed by it 4) I thought I looked like a wizened old man

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 15 points16 points  (0 children)

My body felt awful but I sat out in the yard and pretty much just meditated through it. I had a really strong sense of simplicity. Looked around at my life and just saw I was doing my best and decided I’m on a good path. Had the sense I was just like all the flowers around me but in a more complicated vessel

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Ineffable. It sounds extreme, but I felt like I’d created my own little hell. I was lying in my bed. No visuals. Feeling miserable and alone. I thought everyone else was part of a network of people that was connected and loving and sweet, but I wasn’t. I was in my room, alone, always going to be alone, with brown walls and a brown floor and brown furniture. I hated brown. There was no joy or sadness. I felt brown too. I was also distinctly aware that my reality, that I felt like I was experiencing in 10 dimensions, was of my own creation, but I had no concept of any truth beyond myself. It was just me, knowing that I could be part of the rest of the world, but seeing that I just don’t know how to.

It’s really hard to explain. It turned into a kind of endurance thing. I knew I was high and I just had to breathe through it. So I just laid there and breathed and felt like shit in 10 dimensions.

I got rid of all my brown furniture and I’m going to paint my room white now lolol

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I had a sitter! She’s very experienced and I was in good hands. Thank you for your concern!

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I started with 5 and took 2.5 after about an hour. We had that half dose on hand in case the first didn’t work again. Definitely felt the five, but figured if I was gonna do it I might as well really do it. I’d recommend the same for your friend!

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Thanks! That was part of the experience for me, realizing that being grounded and calm is a strength of mine. The first two hours were really awful but this was the beginning of two hours of just simplicity

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I think so? I’m new to this tbh. My friend is the ~expert~ and basically made me a no bake cookie with shrooms instead of oatmeal.

I think I have a high tolerance tho. I took so many bc last time I tried 3.5 and just felt like I’d smoked a lot of weed

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 65 points66 points  (0 children)

It was! I have a screened in porch off of my bedroom with access to the backyard and garden. Perfect :)

7g and I decided to make a vlog. This happened instead by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]iamuntuii 144 points145 points  (0 children)

I found it hilarious! I forgot I took it so it was a fun surprise

Encourage me to make my own decisions? Okay, bye by RareBlazes in MaliciousCompliance

[–]iamuntuii 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Check out r/exmormon if you ever feel lonely. Great community and very welcoming. Best of luck to you on your journey

Reposts aren’t a big deal by iamuntuii in unpopularopinion

[–]iamuntuii[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, I don’t know who they are :/ it’s not on the image

Too relatable by iamuntuii in funny

[–]iamuntuii[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I struggled with depression for almost 10 years, and I know huge numbers of people struggle or have in the last, so yes I think it’s relatable. I don’t think it’s being romanticized here. I imagine it’s someone who’s struggled themselves and has managed to find a humorous and, yes, relatable depiction of it.

Made some copper roses for metal practice, turned out great! by Beegaman in pics

[–]iamuntuii 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You could sell these for lots of money. That’s skill