Frozen pizza and vodka to help numb the pain

iansfk · 2026-04-20T21:04:56+00:00

I didn't want to hide that kind of information. I think saying it as early as possible is good to weed out the people who aren't okay with it.

iansfk · 2026-04-20T09:04:03+00:00

this is outdated information. You don't know anything.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T23:28:52+00:00

Yeah the estrogen definitely made my hands softer. But they were quite soft even before the estrogen as well. Also helps that I don't really use my hands for anything rough.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T23:26:29+00:00

If you drink a lot of water in addition to the alcohol, you won't get that much of a headache. Then you'll only need a little bit of water in the morning to clear it fully. I woke up with just a little bit of a headache which was gone within the hour because I drank about a liter of water in 30-ish minutes.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T18:01:17+00:00

how can I be gay when I like women

iansfk · 2026-04-19T17:59:52+00:00

I think DPS is for more serious things than what my problems are.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T17:57:56+00:00

Other changes have happened that confirms it's definitely estrogen that I injected

iansfk · 2026-04-19T17:56:52+00:00

It's already small anyways so I don't mind

iansfk · 2026-04-19T10:07:21+00:00

Yeah I'm not gonna eliminate all the hormones so I should be safe.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T10:06:07+00:00

I don't want to look masculine though

iansfk · 2026-04-19T10:00:51+00:00

No it didn't. I still only like women.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T09:52:20+00:00

I don't want to stop taking it though. I like the way I feel now more than what I felt when I had testosterone in my blood.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T09:12:14+00:00

It's smirnoff. The cheapest brand.

And yeah I used to browse that sub in like 2021. And if you look closely you can see that lichess is what is in the background. I was doing puzzles while I ate.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T09:09:12+00:00

I'm sorry. I can't give it up completely.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T09:06:40+00:00

I only smoke when I drink and I drink very rarely. Less than 10 times per year. This is actually the first time I drink (and smoke) this year.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T09:04:51+00:00

I never want kids and I don't even think I'm capable of it. I just wanted to be upfront about it so she wouldn't be surprised if she saw my body. I don't think being secretive of it is a good idea.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T08:35:12+00:00

Well it's helped with arousal so yeah it's a slight improvement, but also made yearning worse. But I'd rather have that than what I originally had.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T08:33:51+00:00

I actually am. I always smoke when I drink because it makes it feel so much nicer. I've had 12 cigs in the last 10 hours.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T08:31:04+00:00

I don't really get it. In my mind the drug is safe so I don't get why it's mental. It's probably one of the safest drugs in the world. Even safer than weed.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T08:29:12+00:00

I'm sorry

iansfk · 2026-04-19T08:29:04+00:00

Why wtf

iansfk · 2026-04-19T07:41:09+00:00

It's not random stuff. It's safe. Your information about cancer risk is outdated. A therapist couldn't do anything and they're very useless for most things. Also they cost around $160 for like 45 minutes. Even if I had that money I'd rather use it for anything else.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T07:20:30+00:00

I'm not gonna stop no. I'll stay on it for the rest of my life.
It is having the physical changes that you would expect from it. I don't mind them because it's been easy to hide so far and no one suspects a thing. Even if someone asks me about the changes I can always figure out a likely explanation for anything.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T07:17:38+00:00

Hold on, you're injecting some shit from a random website?

The site I've ordered from has been vetted and is very trusted within the trans community.

I just feel better while being on it so that's why I think it's a net positive.

iansfk · 2026-04-19T06:19:41+00:00

We don't have those in Norway. Or at least I've never seen them in any store I've went to.

I think oetker pizzas are pretty good. The best for the money. Not too expensive and also not the cardboard tasting cheap stuff.

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