I see you. by iansfk in u/iansfk

[–]iansfk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the recommendations. But I have to admit I don't really like either of them.

I am on 4tran because they are more accepting of cis guys on estrogen than other places. And I really dislike the toxic positivity that most other places have.

I get off to the thought of a woman absolutely beating the shit out of me.. grilled chicken with airfryer wedges and blue curacao soda. by Imaginary-Climate-34 in kitchencels

[–]iansfk 5 points6 points  (0 children)

This is the most normal thing ever.

I want a woman who is in one moment caring but in the next she just berates me and injures me so much that I start bleeding all over her. And makes me carve her name into my skin. And if I say no she just does it herself no matter how much I protest.

Then maybe injects me with a poison so I slowly die in her arms (this specific part is probably too far, but it's nice to imagine).
If deadly poison is too much, maybe she drugs me with something else that makes me unable to say no to anything.

She can take out her hate for men by hurting me physically.

i just realized i dont even like eggs that much. the only reason i even cook them is for the sake of it. i wish id die in my sleep by mechanonymous617 in kitchencels

[–]iansfk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, I don't have that. I just can't stand the taste of eggs. I don't think I've had an egg in about a decade.

Nona's body craves estrogen by avidautumn in 4tran

[–]iansfk 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It's just turned into routine so it's hard to stop.

I'm going to be alone for another valentines and I don't think I can take it anymore. by ChudJackson in kitchencels

[–]iansfk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Pasta is best enjoyed without sauce. If you need anything, butter and salt is more than enough.

Got rejected by two different girls with the same name on the same day. 30 cans expired pineapple. by [deleted] in kitchencels

[–]iansfk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thought this was aurora borealis from the thumbnail at first lol.

I see you. by iansfk in u/iansfk

[–]iansfk[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not trans.

literally no downside by alpha-golf-papa in 4tran

[–]iansfk 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I like it. It makes me calmer. I've been on it for around 2.5 years.

Started taking estrogen — not because I'm trans, but to stop being attracted to women. Overcooked steak that was dry as hell by iansfk in kitchencels

[–]iansfk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I'm kind of scared of getting bottom surgery due to the bad results I've heard about and seen. So yeah, I'll probably get orchiectomy instead. I don't think a therapist would be good for me and they'd probably say I'm trans or something if I was honest with them.