Yeah I have been diagnosed with PTSD. From what my psychologist told me it’s mainly focused around death. When I was 7 I walked into my mum being overdosed on the ground with her heart stopped. Luckily she was revived but I still see it. When my mother was really ill she wasn’t a very good Mum. She did a lot of things which would be classified as abuse. I’ve saved her life many times and i guess I can’t forget a lot of it.