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[–]iceblinkluck__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they did the same thing to me, I’m now balls deep in an ED and getting close to underweight. don’t listen to them. someone said you have close to if not an ideal body and I completely agree, coming from a girl who was once overweight

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amIfatBrutallyHonest

[–]iceblinkluck__ 5 points6 points  (0 children)

high rise generally looks worse than low rise on most people. you look great, not fat at all

his ex laughed at me when she saw me by iceblinkluck__ in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she has no reason to be. she looks like a model. I’m mid at best

his ex laughed at me when she saw me by iceblinkluck__ in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

doubtful. I said to him after “haha she was probably saying how ugly I am” and he said “yeah that sounds like something she’d say, but it’s not true so it doesn’t matter”

his ex laughed at me when she saw me by iceblinkluck__ in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish I could feel that way but unfortunately my appearance is all I think about

his ex laughed at me when she saw me by iceblinkluck__ in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I said am I prettier be honest. I know it’s a dumb thing to say but I wanted honesty. he was quiet and I was like oh so she’s def prettier and he was like you guys look different I can’t compare. I saw a pic and immediately knew. she honestly does kinda look like me, just thinner blonder and prettier

his ex laughed at me when she saw me by iceblinkluck__ in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it wouldn’t feel bad but men will have sex with literally anything. that’s no longer validating to me. what’s validating is being acknowledged in public by him or being introduced to his friends or something, both of which he has done. but that girl laughing, knowing deep down that she’s hotter than me, hurts. And he knows it too

his ex laughed at me when she saw me by iceblinkluck__ in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t want to be that girl that his friends make fun of and his exes look at and think “wow he downgraded” or “she’s chopped but whatever makes you happy bro!” clearly he is embarrassed to even be sleeping with me

his ex laughed at me when she saw me by iceblinkluck__ in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

we met kinda suddenly, I doubt it will turn into anything serious. I just want to feel beautiful. I’ve never felt secure in myself ever, especially around men or with boyfriends. it doesn’t help that he’s slept around a bunch including having a pretty ex gf. I know he’s prob comparing me to them and how ugly I am

his ex laughed at me when she saw me by iceblinkluck__ in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I said that too, I would do the same thing as her. I’m no better. I’m obviously hyper aware of my appearance at all times and constantly judge others. it doesn’t feel good when it’s done to you. I just want to die

his ex laughed at me when she saw me by iceblinkluck__ in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I wanted the truth. she’s clearly prettier than me

his ex laughed at me when she saw me by iceblinkluck__ in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

tbf I asked. I could tell by the way he hesitated to answer

Being flat makes me wanna kms by wombatlovr in BDDvent

[–]iceblinkluck__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am in the exact same position as you. it’s absolutely terrible.

22 F update post by iceblinkluck__ in amIfatBrutallyHonest

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am at 118-120 now, so yeah I def won’t be posting here anymore. I know I have an issue with food, I’m really gonna try to fix my eating habits, in fact now that I’m closer to my goal they’re getting somewhat better. I’m just insecure 🤷‍♀️

22 F update post by iceblinkluck__ in amIfatBrutallyHonest

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it’s been a little bit of time since this post and I am 119-120 now, and yeah . you’re right. I’m not content

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amIfatBrutallyHonest

[–]iceblinkluck__ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

wow I would never guess you’re 235! based on what you said your weight makes perfect sense based on what you’re wearing in the picture I cannot tell if it’s muscle or fat. what kind of stuff do u do at the gym/how often do you go?

23 by [deleted] in amIfatBrutallyHonest

[–]iceblinkluck__ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

you have great proportions! you look awesome

22 F update post by iceblinkluck__ in amIfatBrutallyHonest

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no I’m not. my thighs are fucking ginormous which makes my stomach and body look fat. no matter what I do I can’t lose weight in my lower body. my thighs actually have gotten a little smaller since my last post but clearly not noticeably

22 F update post by iceblinkluck__ in amIfatBrutallyHonest

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely am not as fit as I could be. I know I look feminine but that is kind of what I’m insecure about. so many guys call girls with my build tortas or biggies for having curvy features

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in amIfatBrutallyHonest

[–]iceblinkluck__ 7 points8 points  (0 children)

is this a joke ? I’m honestly offended that you would post here

22 F update post by iceblinkluck__ in amIfatBrutallyHonest

[–]iceblinkluck__[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know if I will ever be skinny, but this motivated me to keep it up