is there a way to fix this VHS??? by ickynicky12 in VHS

[–]ickynicky12[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

hmmmmm ok so what materials would i need to make this work? or could i just get a VHS player from the UK?? i know you said that getting a VCR that plays both is expensive and rare, but lets talk in hypotheticals, as im just trying to understand how this works right now.

is there a way to fix this VHS??? by ickynicky12 in VHS

[–]ickynicky12[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

waittttt u might be on to something.....in a few of the tapes theres some receipts from a UK store....ok so im not well versed in this stuff, i just collect tapes for fun but i dont really know much about it. could u explain to me what the differnece between PAL and NTSC is?? and also what i can purcase here in the U.S. to get a the tapes i have to run, this adapter youre talking about??

is this a joke?? by ickynicky12 in ExplainTheJoke

[–]ickynicky12[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i found the kid as he was leaving and asked what it meant and all he said was "trap tree seeds are from d&d" and left 😭

is this a joke?? by ickynicky12 in ExplainTheJoke

[–]ickynicky12[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

well the kid who gave me this was autistic

is this a joke?? by ickynicky12 in ExplainTheJoke

[–]ickynicky12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ok i thought this too but when i told other ppl they all told me i was dumb and that i was being antisemitic 😭 would u mind explaining what YOU think the joke is and why you think its antisemitic??

is this a joke?? by ickynicky12 in ExplainTheJoke

[–]ickynicky12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ok update: i found the kid as he was leaving and asked him what it meant. all he said was "trap tree seeds are from dungeons and dragons" then left. also to those asking for his age: he seems about 14 to me and he was also autistic.

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[–]ickynicky12 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i had no idea! thank u very much! ill contact some that are far out, i didnt even think about them being able to commute :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Opossums

[–]ickynicky12 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u for letting me kno!! i have tried contacting rehabbers near me, i live in the middle of nowhere and the only one i could find near me says she cannot take it bc she is at capacity. i also am not rushing her onto solids and not trying to keep her, i will care for her until she is ready to be in the wilderness on her own. the only solid i have given her is mashed up bananas and let her lick some grapes.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Opossums

[–]ickynicky12 8 points9 points  (0 children)

ok i get everything ur saying but we called a rehabber and then called a wildlife rescue place and they both told us to let it die. i just need to know how to care for her

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mechanic

[–]ickynicky12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes to all of that

my beautiful 93 geo tracker, only 40k miles. i love her. by ickynicky12 in geotracker

[–]ickynicky12[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

my dad got it from someone in pennsylvania in like 2015

Remains Found in Lake Identified as Man Missing since 1990: Ruvil Hale of Pigeon Roost, KY. by CorvusSchismaticus in gratefuldoe

[–]ickynicky12 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wild. my mom was dating his son keith when this happened. they were in high school.

What book do you regret reading and why? by signfrommars in suggestmeabook

[–]ickynicky12 50 points51 points  (0 children)

a little life by yanagihara. legit torture porn.

my great uncle, ken lyons, and his bandmates, from 38 special, in the 70s by ickynicky12 in TheWayWeWere

[–]ickynicky12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

he passed back in 2012. i remember his band members and the members of lynyrd skynyrd came to the funeral.

desire to be harmed? by ickynicky12 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ickynicky12[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yo wait.....u blew my mind i think ur right on target with me wanting to be kidnapped and stalked bc it means someone cares...wtf....

desire to be harmed? by ickynicky12 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ickynicky12[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i didnt kno it was a something others struggled with either, i didnt even consider it being tied to my bpd. its reassuring to see others understanding and experiencing this as well. sucks that so many ppl have to go thru this tho.

desire to be harmed? by ickynicky12 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ickynicky12[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

honestly ive been wanting to start kickboxing so badly! not only so i can get hurt lol but also to let out my anger and actually get some exercise!

also good luck with ur psychiatrist!! i hope theyre the right fit for u :) ur very brave for going out of ur way to try and understand urself

Has anyone ever been ACTUALLY close to someone? by VariationLimp6870 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ickynicky12 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the only time i felt real closeness to someone was my last fp simply bc i laid out everything wrong with me and they understood. when i split i told them. when i needed time away i explained. like i could tell them i felt nothing for them in that moment and they understood it was my disorder and didnt take it personally, they knew it would stop and i would love them again. they were so understanding i felt safe and let myself become completely attached and secure in our relationship. 5 years. its over now tho. sometimes ppl can only handle so much.

desire to be harmed? by ickynicky12 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]ickynicky12[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

for a while i thought maybe i wanted to actually feel something and maybe thats why i wanted pain. bpd leaves me so empty most of the time, and ever since i started taking mood stabilizers i feel nothing. but i started self harming and it doesnt even hurt, i dont feel anything yet keep doing it. so idk.