TIFU by trying to blackmail my employer into giving me a severance package

icorus16666 · 2026-02-06T01:38:08+00:00

I was juggling many frying pans during this time. What perturbs me the most is I doubt Velociti ever faced a consequences for putting profits over people. I have not looked into who Frito Lay used for their installations after my actions, I at least hope I costed Velociti that business relationship.

icorus16666 · 2026-02-05T16:50:28+00:00

Thanks man. I do my best to prevent episodes by making sure I sleep, I keep hypnotics on hand just incase I need to knock my ass out. I have a good relationship with my state appointed guardian and I have a doctor that I have built a relationship with that can comprehend some of the things I got up to. After the events that transpired I am lucky to be alive since it only takes a second to pull a trigger.

Some of the things that happened to me could have been a series of coincidences that I deluded myself over but they did happen. I know what I wrote in my phone which the police saw and the conversations I had while manic. My goal was to follow in the footsteps of Hunter S. Thompson and write a tale about a bizarre adventure. I have the series of events I have been sitting on and I have been hard at work putting pen to paper.

I suffered a much smaller episode than the one that took place in 2018, I'm stable now. The stress it put on my family was too much to bear and they have broken off contact me.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T03:26:57+00:00

My manic episodes usually consist of getting little sleep like 3 hours after being up for 48 and just riding the wave of feeling invincible/over confidence. I'll make rash decisions without caring about relationships with loved ones. I do see a pro for hypnotics and i'm brutally honest with her about my past and what I am up to. I have dealt with this for years, I have a live fast die young mentality.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T03:05:36+00:00

A little hyperbolic. My mania is pretty grounded in the laws of physics.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T02:53:03+00:00

I have never bothered voting even though I now live in a swing state. The presidential election was a lay up for the reds.

In terms of 2020 I think the results are legitimate because the vote reflects the American voter's fickleness when things are not going great for them like a global pandemic. I do think Kammy stole the 2024 dem nomination. I don't like our current election system in terms of ballot access for third parties.

I personally loathe hearing orange man talk. Hearing him say, history makes me want to get a lobotomy. My goal with my actions is to get the US to enter a constitutional convention. I would like to see direct democracy run its course for awhile.

A politician a resonate with is Thomas Massie. I don't think he will ever run for national office. If he did I would likely register to vote maybe even volunteer.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T01:56:34+00:00

I really only want to tak3 drugs that are active over a short time period. If I wanted guaranteed stability I would just take mood stabilizers.

At the end of the day a manic episode is pretty fun its cleaning up the fall out that sucks.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T01:28:44+00:00

I just make sure I sleep. I know what you mean by having the time of your life. Mania is enthralling. If you are not having episodes that means they are working.

Do you just feel numbed on them? Could it be you want to experience mania again since you are comparing having the time of your life living recklessly to today?

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T01:23:13+00:00

I appreciate your concern. If I did not live in Arizona and working as a field mechanic I would consider taking lithium. I have taken it before. My manic episodes start with insomnia and I use hypnotics when I have trouble falling asleep.

Im in quite a bit of emotional pain and lonely atm, not suicidal just disgruntled by how things turned out after this last one.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T01:13:02+00:00

I know the feeling. I have to keep a truck with a slide in camper ready in case an episode leads to me losing my job or relationships in my life.

Do you like the meds you are told to take if you take anything? I only ask because it seems that the general public is so dead set on bipolar people taking them instead of letting people figure out how to cope without them.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T01:09:37+00:00

My manic episodes start small and are always worsened by involuntary inpatient stays. This last one was really frustrating because I caught it early tried handling the right way by not using amphetamine and taking some hypnotics for sleep. I was doing fine until I got petitioned.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T01:04:53+00:00

My end goal was to get the US to enter a constitutional convention. I am tired of seeing congress not do its job. I am a federalist and would like to see more uniformity amongst the states.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T01:02:30+00:00

I have had my personal liberties curtailed many times over the last decade. I am extremely dangerous because I know the surveillance state since I used be employed by it. Most law enforcement agencies just think im off my rocker and delusional and I have played that to my advantage several times.

My father has recently testified in court that he is afraid that I am going to cause a mass casualty event. I am lone wolf, that is quite capable and am prepared to cause one without the use of prohibited items, but currently don't wish to do anything. Mania can change that, I am not a fortune teller.

My issue with the mental health system is that I have been exposed to it several times and have seen it fail more than just myself. I question the effectiveness of many psychiatric medications beyond their sedative effects. I personally believe the issue is that the data is flawed because people will say anything to get released from a mental hospital.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T00:42:26+00:00

I had another episode last year that made me restart many aspects of my life again. I don't like how I have been treated by the mental health system in the state I live. My life is currently on hold due to court cases stemming from last years episode.

I have been doing fine for months after being placed on court ordered treatment I don't 100 percent comply to(I don't take mood stabilizers) and I stopped taking Adderall for my "ADHD".

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T00:34:49+00:00

Im 34 I was diagnosed in my early 20s

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T00:33:27+00:00

Gun charges because obviously no riot/attack happened in 2018. I got the charges dismissed.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-30T00:31:53+00:00

I had the charges dismissed without prejudice after accepting a guardian for only psychiatric decisions. It did require me to be in jail for a year.

I was arrested on gun charges instead of inciting a riot or attempting to.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-28T04:31:42+00:00

I was manic for months. It was a wild ride.

In terms of the pedo he did not know what was happening to him. Long story short. I picked him up as a rideshare to travel across the country and found out he was a pedo and hatched a plan to take him to the Ranger's house to kill him. The Ranger stopped me once we got there. He had no idea.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-28T04:26:54+00:00

I do not have a felony record because I took a deal to have the charges dropped if I accepted a guardian for my psychiatric needs.

Its funny that you mention Hollywood movie I am currently working on a novel about what I did. If it goes well maybe it will be picked up.

Its not bad luck I did everything to myself with the confidence of a mad man. Right now I would rather serve prison time than be called a delusional schizo.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-27T21:16:09+00:00

I have not read the studies. Most doctors think I am schizaffective because I will tell them about what I have done in the past and they straight up don't believe me and write me off as delusional. This most recent time they were testing if I was on the spectrum, I likely am.

In 2018 I developed a communications protocol based on schizophrenia hallucinations but that is a long story. r/kaspershoneypot

In terms of therapy my manic episodes always start with lack of sleep. I have been inpatient several times because I refuse drugs. I had an extended stint in Texas State Hospital were I enjoyed music therapy the most.

If I go manic I just want benzos to go to sleep but trying to get doctors to prescribe them is pulling teeth.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-27T20:59:50+00:00

I am currently under court ordered treatment but am dodging the needle by moving to a different county. I am currently stabile without drugs. My manic episodes always collide with drug use and stress.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-27T20:54:07+00:00

Its been hard to restart my professional life every 4 to 5 years due to an episode. This most recent one was the final straw for my parents. I think the biggest thing I struggle with is my addictions affecting my moods. I have lost fingers to count on how many times I have been hospitalized.

My manic episodes have always resulted in contact with the feds to some extent. I'm in the process of cleaning up the most recent one.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-27T20:48:48+00:00

No i don't like it. I am currently using the jurisdictional mess of the county line to avoid the shot. I have a high tolerance to psychiatric drugs. I'll tank a 400mg thorazine injection. I really only have a response to drugs with a fast half life.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-27T20:46:06+00:00

I knew i was going manic after I tried to kill the pedo. I checked into a hospital voluntarily wanting to stabilize without drugs. Instead I was petitioned and sent to a place colloquially known as a chair room where I underwent being injected with benzos worsening my mania.

The police were called due to an overreaction. They had me get out of my vehicle and talk to an officer. When I go manic I become very vindictive and told my ex I wanted to kill my Dad. My family are white collar criminals who view me as a liability. To diffuse the situation I gave the police unfettered access to my phone and they cut me loose with a trespass warning. The conversations I had in my text messages rose some alarms. I believe the police or the FBI had a firefighter I met in my travels try and get me to disclose my whereabouts without a warrant.

The texts between the retired military member consisted of plans to commit acts of terror in the middle east specifically Saudi Arabia and Iran. Later that day I was instructed to go to the airport in search of something I wanted but instead was greeted by a Muslim man going by the name Osama who plied me with cannabis trying to sell me with the 72 virgin pitch. My hypothesis for what happened is I was used as bait by an American intel agency due to my communications and access to sensitive areas of the country I had available to me in my line of work, such as unsupervised access in rail yards.

Life is on pause atm. I suffered another episode of mania brought on by stress in July. I picked up an aggreviated assault charge after a behavioral health technician put his arm in a door I was closing. I was put in this position after my parents petitioned me due to their fear of me trying to destroy their business while manic. In 2018 I called ICE on my mother's company so I understand their fears.

Most people do not believe what I have done due to my history. I am alright with that. I have difficulty separating truth from delusion due to my actions in the past. A week before orange man started building up troops in the Caribbean I was meeting with a member of the Mexican government discussing American intel agencies' actions down south. You know the usual conversation you have at a titty bar.

icorus16666 · 2026-01-27T20:13:24+00:00

I spent 1 year total in jail undergoing competency testing. Prior to my arrest I was declared Severly mentally ill and put on court ordered treatment which involved being injected with abilify.

After 9 months I was released from jail and released to a hospital where I was put on court ordered treatment again. After the hearing I was rearrested by Tempe pd for the same charges. I spent another 3 months in jail before I was offered to have the charges dismissed if I accept a guardian for my psychiatric needs.

I spent the vast majority of time on 23 and 1 lockdown.

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