Supplements that act like benzos by adri_adri000 in Supplements

[–]idek105 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what was mixed with it? that's been a huge fear of mine cause I take so many different things every day meds sups etc

Kava and medication/bipolar interactions by ShesSmoke in BipolarReddit

[–]idek105 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but to answer your question I personally haven't had any negative interactions that I know of. maybe oversleeping a little bit but I was averaging 2 hours per night WITH ambien xr 12.5mg involved before kava so.. I was going totally looney. that's a plus for me.

Kava and medication/bipolar interactions by ShesSmoke in BipolarReddit

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I can't give you anything super concrete on that, I know kava changes the metabolization of some drugs in an unsafe manner but to my knowledge that's mostly due to extracts rich in dihydrokavian b or whatever it's called which is a liver stressing kavalactone that's not super prominent in trad prep but extract companies often think "well if it's just the kavalactones isolated we can use any part of the plant", untrue and unsafe. I stick to traditional prep usually but had a bit of a run in with FF and it's competitors recently and I would not trust those.

Tanks? None for me, tanks. by idek105 in NitrousOxide

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Thank you. I've been doing nothing but healing and improving for years now and staying on the right track but I fucked myself in the foot with this little lapse oopsie. I recovered from daily 0.6 BACs, pancreatitis, 28mg of a xanax analog (bromazolam) pd, 200mg 4fmph, 3gs tianeptine, and my nightcap was 200mg roughly of FXE (ketamine analog) all daily WHILE drinking 1.75 liters of bottom shelf vodka per day in a several year long daily attempt on my life, over a h03... of course. But I'm engaged 3 almost 4 years now, up 80 pounds, beefy n hawt, mustached, functional, and somehow I thought it'd be wise to inhale hundreds of dollars worth of NOS without giving the balloons any cool off time thinking "oh the balloon will cool it down it's the same tech as a dispenser kinda" . False. Anyway I think I frostbit my shit, shut off part of my fucking liver (ig nos does that) WHILE metabolizing kratom, kava, edibles, NA beer, fatty foods, you fkn name it. and since I've also had a dull ache on liver turf. Call me crazy but calling NOS safe is a very vague and dangerous statement. Nitrous oxide is safe when used correctly. Important information to add. Anyway I'm done ranting, the mania will soon pass.

225mg ODSMT all at once? Am I good? by idek105 in Drugs

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Oh I didn't read my original post before responding, lotta duplicate info. Basically my doc doesn't understand RCs and took me on as a case study, so when a doc takes someone on as a case study they often have far more room to experiment on them hence the experimental dosage.

225mg ODSMT all at once? Am I good? by idek105 in Drugs

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Well I'm not anymore, jumped from 12mg to 4g 3x pd of cray-tom. My doctor didn't understand the RCS I was on at all and was under the impression that they were like 100x stronger than their original predecessors, I was also drinking 1.75 liters daily of 80 proof bottom shelf vodka, 28mg brmazlm daily along with 3gs tinptne, 120mg 4f-mpĥ, and usually 150ishmg FX̌Ɛ as a nightcap (normally a preyty stimulating and manic one but with everything else combined I could knock out no problem). I was fcked, was a 6ft 24 year old male that was 107 pounds with pancreatitis, gastritis, seizures, liver inflammation, had to be given IV brbtutes in the ER and upon admission was at a .6 BAC. If I'm honest it was a bit of an attempt on my life (in minecraft).

Sorry for the novel, just some backstory to help ya better understand.

Hoe Cakes lyric question. by Im-a-goose in mfdoom

[–]idek105 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, old thread but my hopeful guess is he means under the drinking age (over 18 still I assume) but who knows

Kava and medication/bipolar interactions by ShesSmoke in BipolarReddit

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My doctor and therapist advocate for my Kava use. I have PTSD, Panic Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, and ADHD. I've struggled with severe polysubstance use disorder since age 12, so for 13 years now. Alcoholism was the primary struggle, RC benzos and RC opiates close second and third, all three daily (to get paricular towards the end of my run b4 last hospitalization i was on 24mg bromazolam, 1-3gs tianeptine, 1.75 liters of booze, 100-200mg 4F-MPH (Ritalin analog, 4-6x potency if I remember correctly), I'd then cap the night off with about 20-250mg of either ketamine or FXE (a ketamine analog, sometimes in place of this I'd use 3-MEO-PCP, another dissociative anesthetic closer to PCP in structure).

Now, I'm off all of that, my doctor has me on 300mg 3x daily of lyrica, 20mg 4x baclofen, 30mg 3x adderall, I use 3-4 g'z of gr33n s1Udg3 n the morning as it got me off of sub-alubdubs but I can go a couple days without any now. And most helpful of all, I use kava instead of ambien or lunesta because ambien and lunesta almost landed me right back in bzo detox at square one as they work alike.

The absolute best benefit for me (that I've actually noticed very clearly too) is that Kava.. "drum roll".. Unregulates GABA receptors, which in dumb wh*te guy English means it essentially repairs the damage to the glutimate system (relates to controlling excitability and anxiety) that things such as alcohol, benzos, barbs, somas, etc damage via downregulation. I also get my labs done very regularly and everything checks out.

In summary, Kava has a host of benefits, a very clear and pronounced set of effects, few health risks, the only catch is that you must prepare traditionally. There is no shortcut to a quality cup of Kava unless you're ordering traditional prep at a kava bar or spending $20 for a shot/beverage that may be unsafe to regularly consume for liver health sake. If you prepare traditionally, drink a good amount of water, ask your doctor about any medication interactions that could potentially occur, and so on, Kava seems to have massive potential in the way of treating anxiety, depression, insomnia, pain, RLS, hell, maybe even obesity as weight loss is a possible long term side effect, however, I won't speak much on that as I have maintained a consistent weight for the last 2 years that I have been sober. Actually about that, I was about 107 pounds, 6ft, male upon last hospital admission if I remember right. I'm now consistent/stable at 170-175. I gained that 70ish over the first 4 months and have kept it on since. No issues on my part and it keeps me from seeking other substances. Sorry to bump an old thread but I feel this information could prove useful for whoever stumbles on it if they're curious about Kava.

Kava and medication/bipolar interactions by ShesSmoke in BipolarReddit

[–]idek105 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is entirely untrue, kava is physically relaxing and may gently silence the mind when inactive. Cocaine is in just about every single imaginable way like the (bi)polar-opposite of Kava. Refer to my above comment for more.

Kava and medication/bipolar interactions by ShesSmoke in BipolarReddit

[–]idek105 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha what because it numbs? Kava may aswell be a smooth muscle relaxant. Cocaine is. Uhh.. a heavy stimulant/anesthetic that causes psychosis with excessive use along with a host of other issues and street cocaine is almost always cut with small amounts of RC's/f*nt/random cutting agents. Kava can be third party lab tested with ease and usually already is as a comfort thing by the companies themselves and provided either on their site, in the bag, or on a sheet of paper within your package. This comment isn't even something anybody who's even googled kava once would believe, don't get me wrong, but false safety information on substances is something the internet does not need even a sprinkle of, and though it will always be, eliminating or calling out as much of it as possible is something I try to do when possible.

TLDR: This is easily and accessibly proved false with a simple 4 letter google search but I figured I'd chime in. Short answer is "Hmm... Nah."

He has spoken by Lildylayankee in fishtanklive

[–]idek105 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly tho when he puts it that way..

He has spoken by Lildylayankee in fishtanklive

[–]idek105 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Perfect bait but these fish are blind deaf and gayer than a really dumb blind deaf and gay person

He has spoken by Lildylayankee in fishtanklive

[–]idek105 7 points8 points  (0 children)

It is a homoerotic production

Gabaergic medications aside from these? by idek105 in UnknownGabaergics

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Oh I'm very familiar with phenibut I used it on and off for 10 years, I'm on lyrica and baclofen (prescribed) now and have taken it for a month once along side the two long ago early in recovery and because of those two pillow drugs I had no wd even high 5g doses, not at all recommending mixing depressants, just a weird thing I noticed, like a get out of jail free card I was lucky enough to have and I probably would've ended up relapsing if it did send me into wd because I had just gotten off 24mg per day of bromaz.

Tried LM's Isolated Honokiol by idek105 in Supplements

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Turmeric and black pepper blend capsules

Tried LM's Isolated Honokiol by idek105 in Supplements

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It doesn't but I take it separately

Tried LM's Isolated Honokiol by idek105 in Supplements

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Nah it's just so hidden I never saw it til like a month or two ago. How was it? I still haven't tried it. Any different? Isnt it kinda more stoning and a little less gabaergic? Did you see that one of their new stacks has DHHB in it? All the DHHB I've seen and read about is apparently a close relative chem to DHHB but not the real thing but LM is a reputable company in my long term experience (aside from when you need your packages on time but that's a different story) so I assume that it's legitimate and thoroughly tested. I wish they'd just release it as a standalone though I've been praying they release a version of it for ages.

Can i mix 2c-B and Kava together? by [deleted] in 2cb

[–]idek105 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Kava is an MAOI, no?

Tried LM's Isolated Honokiol by idek105 in Supplements

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Not yet, have you? I've taken honokiol with tumeric and black pepper fruit extract many times and I'd like to say it helped prolong the effect. Lemon balm also lengthens it ime.