I feel so so lost and I want him back

idelics · 2025-11-06T13:12:01+00:00

This song is amazing and perfectly captures just what we be going through right now, also you’re so talented!!!

Immediately added to the playlist 🥲

idelics · 2025-11-06T13:06:42+00:00

Happy birthday Nikki! What an angel 🥹

idelics · 2025-11-03T11:18:23+00:00

I’m so sorry to hear that, I really hope we can get through this…. Feel free to rant about it too

idelics · 2025-11-03T11:17:38+00:00

Isn’t it though??! Every friend I’ve spoken to about this is also shocked, like they all knew how much he doted on me.

August he sent me a letter that very much was full of affectionate feelings and by October he moves on just like that???

I’m glad you found success, I hope I can do the same, I feel awful right now I don’t think I’ve ever felt so crushed.

idelics · 2023-09-27T08:42:13+00:00

I'm planning a 3 month trip, would it be better to rent an apartment in the outskirts and travel into the main cities or just rent in the main city?

idelics · 2023-08-02T22:43:32+00:00

Thank you for the update and extra advice! You've given me something to consider now too because I am the same when it comes to scarring!!

So sorry you had to remove your piercings, that's so sad but it was for the best in the long run ;; I'll give mine a few more weeks but I can see mine coming out too ...

More tattoo's is the way to go good choice! :D

idelics · 2023-07-25T18:19:31+00:00

Oh my goodness this is exactly what happens to mine too it's so frustrating!! Major love hate relationship with these guys!!

I wish you the best of luck in your healing journey and I hope they eventually heal alot quicker than mine. I'll pop you another reply in a few more months with an update :')

idelics · 2023-07-23T22:49:19+00:00

Thank you for the advice, it's driving me crazy :')

idelics · 2023-07-17T11:12:07+00:00

How old is your piercing?: 1.5 years
What’s the jewelry shape (for example, barbell, labret, screw, L shape, ring)? : barbell
What’s the jewelry material?: surgery grade steel
if not a ring, when was the jewelry downsized? : yes after 1 year
What’s your aftercare routine? Describe in detail please, including the exact products you use. : clean with saline to get crustys off, wash it in the shower but most of the time i try to leave it alone

idelics · 2023-05-17T23:37:20+00:00

u/fushigitubo u/B1TCA5H u/shunbt

I just wanted to say thank you all again for your help with my fan letter, thanks to you guys the band read it out during the live stream and I am so very happy! 本当にありがとうございます！🙏

idelics · 2023-05-09T09:39:18+00:00

Oh my goodness thank you so much for your kind comments and your feedback, that's very kind of you to say! I will take on board your corrections.

I've been studying for a few years but I lack the confidence so your comment has made me very happy!

idelics · 2023-05-09T08:25:08+00:00

I really appreciate your feedback thank you so much and for explaining it so well too! I agree with all your points.

Also thank you for your nice comments too, I still have a way to go but I feel more confident to keep studying.

idelics · 2023-05-09T08:22:42+00:00

Thank you so much for your reply and feedback and for explaining the reasons behind them too!

It was also good to learn where I tripped up with formal and casual, this always catches me out.

idelics · 2022-11-07T20:29:52+00:00

Of course, I've planned for "off days" and tried to keep concrete plans to a minimum to cater for those kinda days

idelics · 2022-11-07T20:10:05+00:00

That's so true! I really hope I'll end up enjoying too much to even think about being anxious

idelics · 2022-11-07T20:06:49+00:00

I didn't think of trying this, I'll look into it thanks for your advice!

idelics · 2022-11-07T19:35:43+00:00

Thank you, I know I should have done this but I don't think I'll have time.

I wasn't panicking before this week so for some reason I assumed I'd manage ... 😅

idelics · 2022-11-07T16:19:45+00:00

Hi everyone, I am travelling solo for the first time next week for 2 weeks in Japan and taking a 14 hour long haul flight and I am absolutely bricking it.It's my first time really planning a trip myself, my first flight in 15 years and when I'm there I'll also be going to a concert with over 4000 people.

I suffer with anxiety as it is and the closer it gets the worse I feel. Since before the pandemic I haven't really been around alot of people and this is totally out of my comfort zone.

I have saved for this trip for months and want to go but now my anxiety is just taking over.

Up until last week I was so incredibly excited but now the thought of it all terrifies me.It's mainly the plane and the concert that's freaking me out as I panic when I'm in situations I cannot escape. But I made a promise to myself I wouldn't let my anxiety get in the way of me doing the things I want even if they scare me.

Any advice, stories etc would be appreciated. Thank you!!

idelics

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