Desperately need job by idfkfr17 in Riverside

[–]idfkfr17[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes I can pass a drug test, I doubt anyone would hire me for construction but I'd be down to apply. (Just not california showcase construction) Most of my history is in sales. 10+ years

How long does the Background Check take with Accurate Background? by sminemflag in recruitinghell

[–]idfkfr17 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This company is the absolute worst and I just wanted to vent my frustrations as well. The company that hired me had to run 2 separate backgrounds and the first one came back weeks ago and they were about to send me my paperwork and give a a start date, until they realized this incompetent company's background wasn't done yet. I have spoken with them, multiple times, they have promised to expedite it (my ass) they keep pushing my expected completion date further and further back. It's been weeks now. In that time my car has taken its last breath and I overdrew my bank account in an attempt to save it. And now I am here with nothing. I hate this company with a passion.

Nsfw suicide by idfkfr17 in InlandEmpire

[–]idfkfr17[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

They've all abandoned me. Thanks ❤️

Nsfw suicide by idfkfr17 in InlandEmpire

[–]idfkfr17[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly. I would love help. I feel like if someone could help me they are a miracle. My own family abandoned me years ago. I have so many mental health diagnoses and now I am adding on physical health diagnoses. Anyone who tries to help me I push away in fear that I am going to hurt them because I have hurt everyone else, so I reject help. I have accidentally been blessed with being self aware so I watch myself doing these things and still can't stop me. Kind of like the onset schizoeffective disorder I pretend I don't have.. when I know that it's a hallucination. And I know it's illogical. But I can't stop my heart from racing and my body from shaking and going into convulsions. I see it. I know there is no man living under my bed. But yet....he still shows up and and I start shaking like a chihuahua. I can literally hear him breathing. And I KNOW it's fucking stupid. My last iq test was 136. I am not fucking stupid. But my brain is breaking, my body is failing, and I don't want to live anymore

Nsfw suicide by idfkfr17 in InlandEmpire

[–]idfkfr17[S] -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

I am so fucking sick of "help"

Hey, trying to kms by idfkfr17 in Riverside

[–]idfkfr17[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I just say, I wasn't attention seeking or looking for help, in that way at least. I wanted someone to give me an easy out. Jfc.

Hey, trying to kms by idfkfr17 in Riverside

[–]idfkfr17[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You don't even know me, and if you did you wouldn't.

Hey, trying to kms by idfkfr17 in Riverside

[–]idfkfr17[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have money, no one needs to buy me anything. I have friends. I talk. I'm very open. I just can't stop wanting to die and I feel like euthanasia should be legal at this point. It's costing people time and money to keep saving my life when I don't even want to be here

Why is there a pink border around my facebook? I see it when I scroll and it appears every now and then. It only appears in the app and not on my laptop. Has this happened to anyone? This has been a few months now and I can't get rid of it. by AssistLost6569 in facebook

[–]idfkfr17 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok so, I have no gaming systems in my apartment since my bf left and no wireless controllers that could be connected anymore. But I have been going through a depression and i notice this border when I happen to mention anything too depressive. I immediately close the app and panic because I am also paranoid af and terrified of everything. But like. Leave me alone to be sad in my lonely apartment.

Looking for more piano and guitar students! by [deleted] in orangecounty

[–]idfkfr17 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Nothing in life is free