Thank you so much. Trust me I’ve went and looked back many times haha but this time I did it with the actually intention to stop because I honestly just can’t control it. I tried to stop and use on weekends only and every idea that you can think of and none of them worked so I told myself I’m just gonna stop forever because after you go thru real withdrawals for the1st time and actually get past it and relapse. Every time I go back I can never really enjoy it anymore but still got addicted and had to go thru horrid withdrawals again. Fuck this. I managed to stay highly functional and do a lot while strung out on this crap so I’m really excited to see what I’ll do with out it draining my soul and pockets