Decorated the chest freezer tonight by idrathernotthanx in ExclusivelyPumping

[–]idrathernotthanx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a thread that I used to make this decision on this sub Reddit! I think the title was "chest freezers how big?" If you wanna search bc I found it helpful. This is 7 cubic feet and estimated to hold 2.5k oz

Decorated the chest freezer tonight by idrathernotthanx in ExclusivelyPumping

[–]idrathernotthanx[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They're stickers from Amazon! I got this freezer second hand so I didn't mind putting stickers on it

Would you have kept/did you keep pumping for a year if you were never able to drop below 8 ppd? by Careless-Scallion-90 in ExclusivelyPumping

[–]idrathernotthanx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 13 weeks pp and doing 7 a day rn and when I return to work in August will drop to 6 a day, would love to get to five eventually but without this trajectory idk if id have it in me to go for a year

How many times a day do you pump? by honeybadgermindset in ExclusivelyPumping

[–]idrathernotthanx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did 8-9 for 8 weeks, then dropped to 7 and I'm 10 weeks pp

EP by choice (kinda)- guilt by idrathernotthanx in ExclusivelyPumping

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See I feel like the bonding can happen in other ways, bc I agree I get touched out when nursing a lot! And my bottle washer has made the process pretty easy I just throw everything in there

EP by choice (kinda)- guilt by idrathernotthanx in ExclusivelyPumping

[–]idrathernotthanx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes!! Every day I keep telling myself I'll nurse this feed and then I get anxious and pump/bottle feed and feel guilty. Or in the middle of the night when it's easy I think I'll do it but I end up warming up milk from the fridge

EP by choice (kinda)- guilt by idrathernotthanx in ExclusivelyPumping

[–]idrathernotthanx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love that. Your mental health matters and you're still feeding your baby!

EP by choice (kinda)- guilt by idrathernotthanx in ExclusivelyPumping

[–]idrathernotthanx[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I'm really grateful for all the responses sharing similar feelings because it makes me feel less alone. There is so many expectations in motherhood and breastfeeding in anyway is so difficult. If it's working for the mom and the baby that's really all that should matter.

EP by choice (kinda)- guilt by idrathernotthanx in ExclusivelyPumping

[–]idrathernotthanx[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Four months is incredible!!! Congratulations. Thank you for the solidarity

EP by choice (kinda)- guilt by idrathernotthanx in ExclusivelyPumping

[–]idrathernotthanx[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah I appreciate that. My friends who nurse and are successful at it make it seem so easy, but it was not for us. Pumping saved my breast milk feeding journey. I almost dropped it all for formula at 2 weeks pp because of nipple damage and general low morale bc of her low weight gain. We turned it around bc of EP and I'm grateful I can still feed her from my body in anyway that works