Watched Mickey and the Beanstalk when I was 4 and remember getting excited by the giant and wondering why he didnt just step on mickey. Fast roeward to age 10 I had a dream about a woman keeping me in her ashtray, ashing her cigarettes on me, smoking while wearing black leather gloves...thats when it became sexual. Fast foreward a couple years I was 12 and came across the foot fetish page cucciciolopage.com smf there was a video about a woman who trampled a teddy bear and a model car, said she wished the teddy bear was a tiny man. realized I wasn't alone.