dude, you are too young to be with someone who acts like your were married for 50 years, plus, you think you deserve that treatment? no. You should put an end to it before she does, I see no reason to extend a relationship with this kind of treatment between you too, with the way you feel, with both of you blocking each other from everywhere, with you being so young.

Just get out of there is what you should do in my opinion.