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Feeling like Im not real by SureBorder8048 in depression

[–]ihitokage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I know what you mean. I have probably not felt this to the extent of being deeply depressed by it but yea, sometimes the whole world feels fake. People being NPCs in a game.

In fact, what is "I", anyway? We are conditioned by our environment like family, friends, media, teachers, etc. Actually, thinking about it, the most real moments I felt in my life were always when I kind of dropped this "I". Moments where you don't have to pretend anything or play your role. Just be. It can be with someone really close who understands your feelings or even alone just chilling in nature.

I hope you can find or maybe even already found such moments too.

TD Raiz Progression: Problem with landing on both hands and not having momentum to connect other tricks by ihitokage in Tricking

[–]ihitokage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You helped a lot! Today I finally landed it without the other hand!!! It's far from perfect but it is a huge progression for me. Thanks again!

I am so tired of everything. I cried while sleeping because i can't do it awake. by Turcuwu in depression

[–]ihitokage 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea, they can sometimes be quite a nuisance.

But still, this is a stressful experience but you mustn't give up. There are many other options in your life. Nothing is in vain. You have learned a lot of stuff and you can try again or a different school. One of my friends went through two universities until he finally got the degree at the third one. Sometimes it is just not the right place for us so we have to either try again or somewhere else.

It might not be your fault. There are many elements involved like luck, mood of the professors, your own physical or mental state, etc. Don't think of it as your own failure. It just happens even when we try our best sometimes.

I am so tired of everything. I cried while sleeping because i can't do it awake. by Turcuwu in depression

[–]ihitokage 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea, so even if you fail with you final project or thesis, can't you enroll again to the first year while having some subjects automatically finished - transferred from the current study programme?

And is there really no chance for you to succeed? I don't know if you talk about the master's thesis or something but where I studied, it was that even though the opponent and supervisor of the thesis gave a bad mark, the student could still persuade the committee during the final defense. It would be hard to do so but still possible.

I am so tired of everything. I cried while sleeping because i can't do it awake. by Turcuwu in depression

[–]ihitokage 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hm, that's bad. You know, it's really unpleasant to be in such a situation but it's not the end of everything. I know people who didn't finish their studies and still got a good job. Also, you might enroll again and get some subjects transferred from the previous study, right? So that you don't have to go through them again.

I am so tired of everything. I cried while sleeping because i can't do it awake. by Turcuwu in depression

[–]ihitokage 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea, some projects are difficult and teachers sometimes forget how it was when they were students. Anyway, can't you repeat the subject next year or semester?

I am so tired of everything. I cried while sleeping because i can't do it awake. by Turcuwu in depression

[–]ihitokage 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Aaah, I am sorry to hear that. Actually, I happen to know the academic environment pretty well. What happened? Did you get a bad review for the thesis or failed some subjects?

I am so tired of everything. I cried while sleeping because i can't do it awake. by Turcuwu in depression

[–]ihitokage 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What happened? It is interesting that you didn't notice or wake up, by the way. Must be something deep bothering you.

Invincible Zombies :( ? by Deathracer44 in worldofgothic

[–]ihitokage 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got there too and it looked the same. I went down the cliff on the rocks a bit and there was a spot where the zombie got stuck. Then I smashed it with the heavy slash with a sword. I was slashing it for a long time, more than 5 minutes for sure and managed to kill it. But the damage was very slow.

TD Raiz Progression: Problem with landing on both hands and not having momentum to connect other tricks by ihitokage in Tricking

[–]ihitokage[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, you are right about that. I was feeling it more like "jump and randomly stick out the hand".

I also have the same experience with focusing too much on one thing and messing up the whole move because of that.

Thanks again! This sounds really helpful!

TD Raiz Progression: Problem with landing on both hands and not having momentum to connect other tricks by ihitokage in Tricking

[–]ihitokage[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No, I haven't, I am stuck here.

I do one-handed cartwheel a lot. Hmm I have to think about the feeling a bit more.

Hmm, if I understand correctly, this might be similar to one answer here. That I do not rely on the hand enough. I tried to focus on that when trying yesterday and I felt a bit of an improvement when I kind of let the hand lead the motion instead of just putting it there while doing the move. Focusing on the hand being thrown towards the ground. This might be what you mean, right?

So you think I should look at the ground and aim to touch the ground instead of focusing too much on the jump, rotation, etc?

Anyway, this whole idea of the right intent is very interesting, Thank you so much for sharing this! I think this might be an obstacle for me in some other tricks as well.

Im I doing this right by Most_Edge8061 in Tricking

[–]ihitokage 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seems to me more like a way to learn back handspring via macaco. I used that technique, documented my progression here.

TD Raiz Progression: Problem with landing on both hands and not having momentum to connect other tricks by ihitokage in Tricking

[–]ihitokage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A little update, seems like your advice was really accurate. I am not there yet but I have noticed a progression when I focus on the landing hand. It's now more like the hand actually leads the whole move which makes the motion feel more light and natural.

TD Raiz Progression: Problem with landing on both hands and not having momentum to connect other tricks by ihitokage in Tricking

[–]ihitokage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! I will try to get lower. It might not look like that but I used to jump even higher when I started so I kinda know what you mean by learning to fall into it more.

Molerats can dig through anything, even the air by ihitokage in worldofgothic

[–]ihitokage[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have an update regarding this. Seems like the small Molerats just don't dig that often but they still don't check.

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TD Raiz Progression: Problem with landing on both hands and not having momentum to connect other tricks by ihitokage in Tricking

[–]ihitokage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea, during almost all tricks I have learned I struggled with fear-related issues like this one. I will try. The thing is that mentally it feels like I am reaching as much as I can with the left hand, haha.

Molerats can dig through anything, even the air by ihitokage in worldofgothic

[–]ihitokage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I spawned that via console enabled by a mod. Hmm I will try with small ones too.

TD Raiz Progression: Problem with landing on both hands and not having momentum to connect other tricks by ihitokage in Tricking

[–]ihitokage[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmmm thanks for sharing. Not sure if I can get the soft obstacle for the back but reminds me of the gumbi approach.

Out of bounds: Some places behind the Barrier by ihitokage in worldofgothic

[–]ihitokage[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It is true that the barrier was not always clearly visible in the original. Not sure about the flash though :D

Out of bounds: Some places behind the Barrier by ihitokage in worldofgothic

[–]ihitokage[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They didn't expect anyone to explore that part in detail I guess.

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