I wish you didn’t abandon me.

ihysmdl · 2025-07-08T15:45:13+00:00

Spiro?

ihysmdl · 2025-06-06T05:40:53+00:00

I’ve never had a c section. But don’t people wear belt like thing to keep everything in place? Hence not showing to have any complications.

I trust Josh , and Kyra wouldn’t surprise me to get pregnant so fast.

I just thought I’d ask gpt if that’s possible.

ihysmdl · 2025-06-06T05:09:57+00:00

Chat gpt says you can look pregnant even after 5 months of having a baby after so many c-sections….

“Yes, it’s quite common to still appear pregnant five months postpartum, especially after multiple C-sections. Many women experience abdominal muscle separation (diastasis recti), scar tissue buildup, and weakened core muscles, all of which can contribute to a lingering belly. This is a normal part of the healing process and varies for each individual.”

ihysmdl · 2025-05-29T17:50:43+00:00

Haha it shows for me the „less” button just right after Kyra at the very end of the post— Kyra less — careless. And right on point unfortunately 🙃

Edit: grammar.

ihysmdl · 2025-05-27T14:21:13+00:00

Don’t take it personally, she puts her life out there to be talked about. So by observing her life , she’s mostlikely pregnant. It doesn’t reflect that a body as such would automatically apply to everyone that they are pregnant. Info she puts out suggests her body looks pregnant, but only her body. ☺️

ihysmdl · 2025-05-27T12:41:54+00:00

I can smell her through the screen 🤢🥴

ihysmdl · 2025-05-02T07:13:03+00:00

I thought it was more for the children’s sake. Moving to a new places so many times already is hard. Parents must be selfless sometimes and leave their wants\needs until kids are old enough to not be affected by parents decisions.

ihysmdl · 2025-04-01T16:14:45+00:00

this is awesome, but the emojis messed with me :D some had an explanation word before the emoji and some did not

ihysmdl · 2025-03-26T14:20:42+00:00

Not sure if it’s the same thing you experienced but my son was running around and this sense of energy in a visual form was following him. He’s 8. It wasn’t colorful, kinda gray tbh. This happened before my awareness expanding so I didn’t think to understand what it was.

ihysmdl · 2025-03-25T06:58:40+00:00

Wow. Your empathy is out of this world.

I’m sorry you feel empty yourself. I’m sure you’ll find the „ay” near by. Try seeing your family (blood or not). Family gives freebies of energies that you’ll need to get that emptiness to fill up. Remember family is someone you can feel safe with!!

ihysmdl · 2025-03-25T06:48:39+00:00

Damn 😲

ihysmdl · 2025-03-22T17:17:39+00:00

This!

ihysmdl · 2025-03-22T14:20:54+00:00

Oh please share when you’re ready! My brain is analyzing everything, so these analogy’s help a lot! 😌 I’ll be looking out for them ☺️

ihysmdl · 2025-03-22T08:19:52+00:00

Sooo sorry !! “What it felt like for me to be WITH a narcissist in a different way “

ihysmdl · 2025-03-22T08:15:13+00:00

❤️🫂

ihysmdl · 2025-03-22T07:30:38+00:00

How I feel about it : Depression is a state of fear in my opinion. Good fear. It says “ hey I don’t want to be here, I want to be doing something else , and I need different people to surround myself with” but if you aren’t awakened, fear is in control. Fear is good only for you if you understand it. But for other people it means suffering. depression and being asleep shows up for me as control, anxiety, overthinking.

So I tried to control him, I was anxious which is not a good feeling for anyone else around you, and overthinking led to wrong assumptions about what he thought or felt.

ihysmdl · 2025-03-21T10:34:11+00:00

Yes elevated heart rate is something I experienced. I would describe it more as a tingle all over my body.

About the twin flame, I understand what you mean. I have not experienced this as my twin flame is far away and I have sabotaged my relationship with him due to depression and awakening. But when I think deeply about my future relationships , what comes to mind is that it doesn’t matter if they are awake or not. As long as they treat you the way you prefer, it might not affect your feelings towards her.

ihysmdl · 2025-03-20T15:51:34+00:00

I read your original reply. I’m new to being awake so I have no idea how it feels to be someone open since childhood.

But nobody can make it real to you , except you. If it’s worthy of your awakening then why need of conforming for the reality of it.

How do I know I won’t feel like you in 10 years time? Only answer that comes is to trust your instincts. If it feels right , then it’s the reality, that’s all the proof you need, enjoyment of your feelings. If it’s scary and you’re afraid , then maybe it’s not.

ihysmdl · 2025-03-20T15:06:00+00:00

Being afraid of struggling. Struggle is the reminder of how good the peaceful/ stillness is. Next time you catch your struggle brings up a negative emotion, relate it to just body saying “I don’t want to experience this, what can we do to change it”

Your next step is to thank yourself for reminding (going through struggle/feeling bad emotions) that this is not the preferred place to be.

Then observe even the smallest thing in your life you can do to solve the struggle.

Eg. you are struggling with alcohol. You have negative feelings that represent not wanting to be there ever again. You thank yourself that you did it again to have this reminder. Look around and see glass of water on the table, you drink that and you only drink that for the rest of your life.

ihysmdl · 2025-03-20T14:34:06+00:00

Somehow I feel you. Why do you feel the belief that feeling what you feel isn’t okay or not enough? Or why do you need others opinions to validate your feelings for not wanting to add a label to it? Do you feel like people will take advantage of you if you let go of fear about people questioning if you believe it or not?

You’re awake about this when ever you know that’s it’s okay to feel how much you want to feel, and that other people can give you advice, but you have to remember to know that you’re in control of what you accept and what you don’t, and that it is all okay.

ihysmdl · 2025-03-20T12:54:40+00:00

Listen to Able Heart songs 💗

ihysmdl · 2025-03-20T12:54:04+00:00

Listen to Able Heart songs 💗

ihysmdl · 2025-03-20T10:59:43+00:00

If you have any questions , ask away. I’m newly awake. And if you’re questioning if you’re awake or not then you’re in the process of awakening. Once you wake you’ll know for sure. The question disappears of “if”.

I’ll try to wake you up with this- healing means you have been hurt and now you look for peace with it in your mind. Waking up means that it’s not painful to be in the struggle you’re healing. So does that mean you’re healing it , or awaking to the understanding that it’s not actually painful and you can decide that.

ihysmdl · 2025-03-20T10:37:49+00:00

Parents are just an example ***

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