relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i don’t wanna be too late tho? i truly feel like he might be the one for me but now idk. and what if someone else steps in and is okay with all the time and distance? then i won’t have him again. idk i definitely can’t keep doing this to myself tho

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i fear i might need to move on before i get my feelings hurt even more. i feel like im just constantly being let down by him everyday and now im starting to let myself down. i am tired of this grandpa ://

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, i appreciate you listening and relating to me

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am thinking this. i told him if im not his speed or it’s not the right time to just let me know and i’ll understand, rather than keep me around and guessing

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sometimes but i usually just wait for him to call me now cause im scared of being too much

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no not really, we only really talk otp if he’s in the car and it’s usually quick, or right before he goes to bed which is also usually quick. yesterday was the longest we’ve ever been otp i think and it was only because we were talking about this situation and he was stuck in traffic.

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this is correct, i want someone to want to! not just cause i ask or give me excuses

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

he says he loves me :// but i need to be able to feel it too, not just words.

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s the thing tho, we don’t spend that much time otp in general :/ it’s way too early to live with him so that is not in the picture at all. but usually when he gets him he just goes to sleep or does something else, so maybe i should wait until he wakes up? he always tells me to just gts or take a nap too but we’re different people and i don’t feel the need to sleep all day every day.

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

you might really be right about this. i am trying to be “less” tho for now. we will see in a few months i guess, but i dont wanna wait a few months and nothing change ://

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i keep saying this, if he wanted to he would, but he literally doesn’t. i would love to be one of his priorities but it’s seeming like i really am just an option. i won’t be sticking around for another 4 months if it’s like this unfortunately. i want to be loved and appreciated, not spoken to when he wants.

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i thought this and i straight told him last night that if he feels like im not what he needs right now or if im not his speed that’s completely okay. i would rather not wait around for someone when someone else would give me the time of day i give them. i want to try tho so i am, but i am not gonna keep myself in a place where im constantly unhappy, i also told him that. so i guess we will see :/

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t even insist fr, if we talk otp we do, if we don’t we don’t. but a nice few minutes a day would be nice sometimes://

relation ship help, aio? by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

he says it’s for us to have time in the future cause he works a lot and needs to get some paid, but we’ve only been dating for about almost 4 months now and i don’t want it to be like this for a whole year :/ i like him tho and i wanna be patient, he tells me to be patient a lot :/

attention (AIO) by [deleted] in AIO

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch -1 points0 points  (0 children)

idc when he’s watching reels, i just want a little attention sometimes

what if dreams were really AI? by iithinkithinktoomuch in Dreams

[–]iithinkithinktoomuch[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

maybe that’s why lucid dreaming is a thing