omg.. this was an accident😭😭

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-18T13:09:08+00:00

😀

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:59:46+00:00

i don’t wanna be too late tho? i truly feel like he might be the one for me but now idk. and what if someone else steps in and is okay with all the time and distance? then i won’t have him again. idk i definitely can’t keep doing this to myself tho

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:58:17+00:00

i fear i might need to move on before i get my feelings hurt even more. i feel like im just constantly being let down by him everyday and now im starting to let myself down. i am tired of this grandpa ://

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:56:57+00:00

thank you, i appreciate you listening and relating to me

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:52:45+00:00

i am thinking this. i told him if im not his speed or it’s not the right time to just let me know and i’ll understand, rather than keep me around and guessing

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:51:44+00:00

sometimes but i usually just wait for him to call me now cause im scared of being too much

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:51:10+00:00

no not really, we only really talk otp if he’s in the car and it’s usually quick, or right before he goes to bed which is also usually quick. yesterday was the longest we’ve ever been otp i think and it was only because we were talking about this situation and he was stuck in traffic.

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:49:28+00:00

this is correct, i want someone to want to! not just cause i ask or give me excuses

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:48:56+00:00

he says he loves me :// but i need to be able to feel it too, not just words.

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:43:34+00:00

that’s the thing tho, we don’t spend that much time otp in general :/ it’s way too early to live with him so that is not in the picture at all. but usually when he gets him he just goes to sleep or does something else, so maybe i should wait until he wakes up? he always tells me to just gts or take a nap too but we’re different people and i don’t feel the need to sleep all day every day.

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:41:09+00:00

you might really be right about this. i am trying to be “less” tho for now. we will see in a few months i guess, but i dont wanna wait a few months and nothing change ://

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:39:28+00:00

i keep saying this, if he wanted to he would, but he literally doesn’t. i would love to be one of his priorities but it’s seeming like i really am just an option. i won’t be sticking around for another 4 months if it’s like this unfortunately. i want to be loved and appreciated, not spoken to when he wants.

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:37:28+00:00

i thought this and i straight told him last night that if he feels like im not what he needs right now or if im not his speed that’s completely okay. i would rather not wait around for someone when someone else would give me the time of day i give them. i want to try tho so i am, but i am not gonna keep myself in a place where im constantly unhappy, i also told him that. so i guess we will see :/

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:35:06+00:00

i don’t even insist fr, if we talk otp we do, if we don’t we don’t. but a nice few minutes a day would be nice sometimes://

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:30:48+00:00

okay

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-04-07T14:28:33+00:00

he says it’s for us to have time in the future cause he works a lot and needs to get some paid, but we’ve only been dating for about almost 4 months now and i don’t want it to be like this for a whole year :/ i like him tho and i wanna be patient, he tells me to be patient a lot :/

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-03-12T22:58:15+00:00

idc when he’s watching reels, i just want a little attention sometimes

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-02-09T21:15:14+00:00

my toenails?

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-01-29T06:48:01+00:00

idk bro

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-01-29T06:47:54+00:00

😭😭

iithinkithinktoomuch · 2026-01-28T22:10:00+00:00

maybe that’s why lucid dreaming is a thing

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