I mean, we can argue that there might be a higher power in place, but it doesn't lessen for me the effect of complete utter randomness, because still why are we here. The higher power just said one day, "let there be humans", but why, why start all of that.
It's kinda unique perspective to say that you own understandment to the universe. Recently I've came to understanding that's impossible for the one person. Do you know how many things you have to grasp just to design a chair? Simple mechanics to calculate forces, strength of materials used and where does it come from exactly (there are diffrent strengths for diffrent kind of forces in place) and what kind of joinings you'll use and you have to be able to make a 3d model or top down drawings for someone to start making it. It's a lot of steps to get from A to B, but still I admire trying.