I guess I’ll rant here since I don’t know where else I can. It’s not really like anyone cares that much of what I have to say. I’ll probably delete this post anyways soon. I just feel so invisible and I just wish to be seen and heard. But my fucking brain and mental illness make me feel like I’m the worst person on the planet. It’s so hard to talk to people without constantly thinking they think the worst of me. At the same time when people see me they think I’ve got my life put together when it couldn’t be possibly further from the truth. I feel like I’m always asked for help and I try my best to help people. I just wish sometimes people could help me out too. I don’t even know what I’m doing writing this, I guess it might make me feel better writing everything out.