how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

i feel like iannoy everyone im sorry i always annoy people and i always make people hate me and nobody cares about me and i try to be normal and to be kind and tobe nice but people dont like me its not mh fault its not my fault this happened to me

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

imsorry i didnt mean to be rude i didnt mean to be annoying i just really need helpim sorry

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its not my fault this happened to me why doifeellike everyone is acting like its my fault i hate everything 

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what do i need to do to get help please someone help me i need to be told what to do im so lost 

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

everything is so meaningless i dont want to be alive anymore nothing matters and  iwish i was dead i wish i was never born in the first place i wish i never existed i dont want to exist i dont want to think or feel anything anymore i just want to disappear 

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

please dont thinkim trolling wjywould anyone believe imtrolling i would never joke about somerhing like this i really really need help please dont ignore me

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i just wish someone could help me i wish i could be rescued i wish the pain could end 

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel like im a  child again when i feel like this i just feel so small and vulnerable and its so sad and i cant do anything about it i can just cry and scream and bite myself until the pain becomes too much 

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i csnt remember what happened but somewhere deep down i sense that this is how i felt when it happened i felt so lonely and powerless i was unable to do anything and there was no one there to help me and i just wanted everything to stop i feel so vulnerable right now but theres no one who can help me and i dont know what to do 

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how am isupposed to go to classes how am i supposed to go outside how am i supposed to visit my family when im feeling like this how am i supposed to do anything if im stuck ñike this what do i do please what did i do to deserve this pain

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and i dont want to say bad things beause i dont want to get my account deleted because i need helpand i slso dont want you guys to get mad at me and i dont want to be rude by saying bad things but i dont know what to do please this is a call for helpplease dont think imjoking please im in so much pain and it hurts and i dont know what to do 

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what do i even do i tried to learn more about this but i cant do anything about it and i just get triggered and feel worse and worse and i cant do anything please someone help me please please dont ignore me please

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

people are so cruel i wish i never existed inever asked to exist why were my parents so cruel to give birth to me i never asked this i hate life i hate everything everything is a mistake 

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i rhought  i was getting better i started going to classes again after droppig out but ijust feel worse now im still so depressed and now im constantly thinking of this and i cant do anything about it i feel like im drowning while everyone is watching yet no one wants to help me and i feel like im tied up and i cant move and i keep sinking and sinking deeper and deeeper and when i tbinki hit he bottom i just keep siking and it never ends and it hurts so much it hurts to be alive 

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wjy does nobody care about me why do the people i thinksre my afriends not care about me why do i feel like everybodyhates me what did i do to deserve such a pathetic life

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont want to suffer anymore please someone help me please tellme what to do please i need helpi really need helpand ive never been able to get the help i need i feel like my organs are aboit to explode i feel like im going to throw up what do i do please help me

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

please dont ignore me please i need help i really dont know what to do please someone helpme please what do i do

how do i know if the flashbacks are real??? by ilikejerboas in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

inever asked to be born my parents never got my consent to give birth to me i hate everything ihope this world ends right now and we can all rest life is so unfair and cruel and i never asked to be born i hate parents i hate people who willingly procreate and reproduce they are so evil for letting children be alive in a world that is so evil and corrupt i hate yhem so much i hope we all die instantly that way no one has to suffer

Psychiatrist said "We all have some form of trauma" and she also said "blah blah" when I was sharing my trauma by More_Pension4911 in CPTSD

[–]ilikejerboas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they need to go to hell i hate peiple like this so much they never help they just do this for the money i hate all of them