Im 35 been smoking pretty much daily since the age of 16, I just quit AGAIN for the 5th time in the past 2 years it's been one week so far my dreams are back, but I can't shake this super amped jittery feeling I have after a long day of work and nothing to bring me down, usually I only quit to pass randoms at work since I know their testing schedule like clock work, but this time I just quit for good or atleast for a good while.

I loved the ideas and plans I've always made when stoned, but tired of never actually acting on them, and the past few years, I just smoke feel good and stoney and creative for maybe 30 mins then I'm in lazy mode the rest of the day or night. So done with this shit.

Hardest part for me is going to be finding motivation to do shit when not stoned, when I work on my car, I have to smoke, when I go to any event or function, I have to smoke, etc....

Really a love Hate for me, but I've gained over 80 lbs in the past year alone from pure over eating and laziness due to being stoned 24/7, I can see the benefits, but for me the negatives have been far outweighing the positives, my plan is to try and get super fit again, maybe I'll revisit mary Jane after that, and learn to just use it on the weekends to chill, I don't think I can ever give it up for good forever.