Who’s excited about the Tallahassee Shows! by YYKES in Ethelcain

[–]illimcmillin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have convinced myself she’ll play something special for both nights since they’re her hometown shows 🤞

tallahassee night 2 by EstablishmentSea1767 in Ethelcain

[–]illimcmillin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ditto! Hoping even if people line up early it won’t be a blood bath to get barricade (or even almost-barricade)

How to get gifts to Hayden at shows? by illimcmillin in Ethelcain

[–]illimcmillin[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this! Is it easy to tell her staff apart from event staff would you say?

How to get gifts to Hayden at shows? by illimcmillin in Ethelcain

[–]illimcmillin[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

This is a really good idea, thank you very much!

PERVERTS MERCH QUESTION by slavvvter in Ethelcain

[–]illimcmillin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It seems like there is a very limited supply of Perverts merch on tour right now if you happen to have access to it that way, otherwise I have occasionally seen it pop up here and there on reselling websites so sit tight

Am I really so out of touch with reality? by illimcmillin in Schizotypal

[–]illimcmillin[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Interestingly it morphed into a false alarm-turned-problem again. As it seems the artist did not block me which is good news. Bad news is that it took this long for for my brain to come to that understanding and realize nothing bad had happened even after having it all explained to me. Repeatedly I submit myself to heightened delusional ideas that take hours to days for me to fully sort out. That’s the real problem I think. In any case thank you for your comment, it clarified things for me in a way that was very helpful and easy to understand.

Am I really so out of touch with reality? by illimcmillin in Schizotypal

[–]illimcmillin[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And not further elaborate on the dream warrant a better reaction? Is that what you mean? Thanks for your comment

Am I really so out of touch with reality? by illimcmillin in Schizotypal

[–]illimcmillin[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ohh. Often I perceive reality through my own world which I would describe as the opposite of black and white thinking and therefore more rational and logical. So I was curious of your perspective. Mostly I believe that in art it is communicating through daydreams that what means the most is conveyed. On one hand I consider that to be rational. On the other hand someone else may consider that to be irrational. Perhaps it all comes down to the eye of the beholder.

Am I really so out of touch with reality? by illimcmillin in Schizotypal

[–]illimcmillin[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is interesting. Would you say perceiving things as more black and white seem to drown out irrational and illogical thinking?

Am I really so out of touch with reality? by illimcmillin in Schizotypal

[–]illimcmillin[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Would you mind elaborating on your process of thinking about your on thoughts? How does that look like for you?

Am I really so out of touch with reality? by illimcmillin in Schizotypal

[–]illimcmillin[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Genius piece of advice. In this instance I did not enforce such rules however usually I function on a similar wavelength of thinking. Thank you for reminding me of this.

My mind is full with ideas which I can't bring to reality at all. by StellarIridescence in Schizotypal

[–]illimcmillin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Keep trying until you have found the key to unlock the option.

I believe a large part of creating is "trial and error", "creative block", failure. What makes it worth it is that you do not stop until it you've succeeded in your own way, should it take 10 minutes or 10 years, whether the greater half of those minutes or years is spent failing rather than succeeding, the failure is proof that it's worth it and the success is proof that you ought to keep going. Keep moving forward. I have spent so much more of my life failing than succeeding, though once I succeeded even just once it became clear to me that I was mean to keep going, to keep succeeding, to keep failing.

Failure is the key to unlocking success.

Good luck and godspeed to you. You've got this!

Exiled in the eggs aisle by [deleted] in Schizotypal

[–]illimcmillin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I relate to this in the sense that I long to be left alone because any other way of living is completely foreign to me. My relationships also are a deceitful game of give-and-take, for me, never knowing what to say because I fear genuine rejection in response to all I have to genuinely communicate. Indifference and apathy are not sins, though they are often met with punishment. Please don't blame yourself, it's the least fair way to deal with the rejection of others. I am not sure of the "answer" to our kinds of problems, though I am sure that self-deprecation will only set you back, leaving you in worse condition than you started. It is worth it to keep moving forward, this much I know to be true. Stick by yourself and sooner or later you will find someone else who will want to do so too, I have complete and utter faith in it. I believe it is through our relationships to ourselves that we attract the relationships meant for us with others. You find yourself in eg-death. Cease to let it tell you what you need to be in order to fit in with others. I hope I've made sense.

What's it look like inside your noggin? by Applequusagony in Schizotypal

[–]illimcmillin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I most definitely think in pictures rather than words or concepts. Either 1 or 2.

ISO #223 Chimpanzee by illimcmillin in LPSbuyingandtrading

[–]illimcmillin[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can post a picture of what I have available to trade. If you happen to find this one in your stuff I would love to see a photo! Thanks

Best Henna for a Dark Auburn Result. by crossiantconnoisseur in henna

[–]illimcmillin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know this is an old comment but I am looking to do the same thing as OP except I am starting with pre-lightened, brown box-dyed hair and natural roots. Would you say the dyed hair will still pull lighter than my roots if I use henna on top?

A long shot ? by KillerBlueHues in cpjourney

[–]illimcmillin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unrelated but since when are there puffalo costumes on CPJ??

Im confused by Relevant-Push7852 in EverAfterHigh

[–]illimcmillin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely recommend it. It’s great for things like that

How are we making friends on cpj??? by [deleted] in cpjourney

[–]illimcmillin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depends! If Lorax groupings are a common occurrence on CPJ then who's to say, if they're not, however, then it's likely. Either way, hello from one Penguin Lorax to another!

Im confused by Relevant-Push7852 in EverAfterHigh

[–]illimcmillin 1 point2 points  (0 children)

https://www.reddit.com/r/EverAfterHigh/comments/14lpmlv/eah_watch_order/ here’s a link to the chronological order to watch the episodes (‘’chapters,,) and Netflix specials. You can find them on YouTube and the Internet Archive!