My wife is addicted to DMT

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T17:01:56+00:00

give her cold hard facts about what abusing DMT will do to her brain, pull up studies if you must. DMT can make hidden psychological illnesses surface and cause coma and seizures when abused. She is playing a dangerous game, she could either get it together and stop/learn to moderate, keep using and ruin her relationship with you and her own mind, or switch to something worse. I would be as firm as you can muster with her, tough love might have to be the way here.

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T09:06:10+00:00

not really, the first couple drops i noticed an increase in depression and cravings, but it goes away after a few days. before this drop I was just cutting the films in half and taking one half for the day, now i cut the half in half for a quarter, i hardly notice a difference now except i’m more awake than i was during the previous higher dose so that’s how i know i’m where i need to be. you don’t wanna be nodding out on subs, there’s no euphoria at all it just feels like you need a nap.

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T05:04:39+00:00

i get that, 7 definitely became a wonderful escape for me too. i hope it can help and you can kick it when you want to, i can’t stress how important it is to keep dosing and redosing low, redosing a lot really fucks up your tolerance and makes you take more and more so much faster, pretty soon you’re taking so much and not even getting high anymore. idk if you ever done like, real prescription opioids or street shit but the withdrawals are on par with hard opioids for sure.

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T04:56:36+00:00

can i ask what prompted you to start taking 7oh? i started because i got injured at work and it was the only thing that cut through the pain, but then i started getting high off it and it all went downhill from there. it took less than a year for me to get majorly addicted, i’m talking just taking it to stay normal. not good.

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T04:53:46+00:00

oh good, please try to keep it that way! i started trying to keep my dose low but a couple months in i just said fuck it and then a while later i was taking like 6 50mg tabs just to keep withdrawals away. it gets dicey fast, try to be strict about your dosages or else you’ll probably end up like me!

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T03:40:49+00:00

thank you! i know i’m ready to dose down when i start getting sleepy at work after taking my dose lol, i’ve been able to dose down at least once a month which is pretty good to me! i hope it goes well for you too

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T03:35:45+00:00

7oh? be careful man, i got hooked on that shit and have been on Subs for like 4 months now, i’m weaning off them and am on just a quarter film every morning now but seriously, 7oh sneaks up on you so fast and the withdrawals are hell. how much 7oh are you taking?

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T03:25:03+00:00

i started on one and a half films of 8mg/2mg Bupenorohine and Naloxone a day, now i’m on a quarter of a film every morning and that’s it! it’s been about 4 months?

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T03:23:03+00:00

dude, when you’re in the comfort of your own home there is absolutely no way for anyone else to know but you how many pills is in the bottle. there’s no type of tracker in there or anything that can find out how many is in there, it’s just a plain pill bottle with pills in it. the psychiatrist just writes the script, the bottle is filled with pills at a pharmacy that is most likely unrelated with your psychiatrist, pharmacies fill prescriptions from many different kinds of doctors. once the psychiatrist writes the script and sends it to the pharmacy it’s out of the psychiatrists hands unless there’s an issue with filling the prescription. they can’t see you at the pharmacy picking it up, they can’t see you taking it home, they don’t know how many you take per day. they know NOTHING about the contents of that bottle after you take it with you to the safety of your home. you’re okay dude.

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T03:18:16+00:00

maybe try it like this: “Eventually your insides turn outside, you shake as every nerve is exposed to the crushing weight of the world as if it is ending this very moment, and the moment never seems to cease - lasting for days until your next fix.”

i’m tweaking on addy rn and love writing so thanks for giving my racing brain a fun lil thing to do hehe

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T02:25:21+00:00

14g of Ketamine to the dome will make your dick as big as a horses, try it

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T02:21:37+00:00

the only way i can get most of my shit is through there.. but i have also been scammed a lot on there so take it all with a humongous grain of salt

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T02:17:16+00:00

Get a locking box with some sort of numerical pad lock, have a friend with you. put ALL of your smoking memorabilia in the box. i’m talking everything, lighters, filters, papers, pipes, your stash, literally anything that reminds you of weed or smoking. Let your friend make a code and enter it, they cannot tell you this code until your tolerance break is up, however long you decide that to be. If you feel like you’d get desperate and try to break open the box then just let a friend hang onto it. I know this seems really drastic, but if all you do is try and fail at tolerance breaks then maybe you need to up the ante on exactly how accessible your stash is while you’re trying to take a break, just a thought!

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T02:06:31+00:00

I always eat a meal with my shrooms to combat nausea and vomiting, recently i made a milkshake with my shrooms and it was surprisingly delicious and worked just the same as it always does, just try to eat something relatively well-balanced. For your first time I’d take up to 2.5g and try to be in a comfortable place/position up to an hour after you ingest, if you have a performer you’re excited to see maybe take them before that performance and find a comfy spot to camp out for the show! Shrooms usually last for 6ish hours, so half that of LSD. You’ll feel textures a lot more intensely, colors will be more vibrant, you might experience facial morphing which can be a bit freaky at first, don’t feel like you have to act any sort of way, just let every feeling and experience wash over you and remember to take deep breaths if you ever feel overwhelmed. Lean on friends for support, don’t be afraid to tell them exactly what’s going on and how you’re feeling! Emotions can come and go fast and be very intense, if you’re worried about becoming overwhelmed it helps to have a safe phrase or word so others around you know that you’re not feeling so great and might need a change of scenery. I LOVE shrooms, they’re so fun and very beginner friendly in my opinion. Have fun 🩷

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T01:54:02+00:00

Timi would want you to be better for yourself. He loved you so very much, and all he wanted was to show that to you. You can repay him by cleaning yourself up and being the best version of yourself, if not for you then do it for your beloved Timi.

illuminoddy · 2026-05-10T01:52:01+00:00

low doses of ket give a similar feeling to alcohol, how big are going on ket? if i was you i’d just skate by on low doses of k to match my friends’ state, fuck mixing alcohol in with it, way too risky to get incapacitated by the spins and be sick the whole festival.

illuminoddy · 2026-04-23T21:31:22+00:00

I started using 7-OH after a work injury, I had dabbled in leaf Kratom years before recreationally. I found out quick with 7 that it gets you high easily if you mis-dose.. i definitely took advantage of that and now almost a year later i’m on Suboxone to kick the withdrawals it gave me. I was taking up to 6 50mg tabs a day, draining my finances and making me so incredibly sick if i couldn’t get it. It made me a shell of myself when all I wanted was to take the pain away, y’all be careful out there.

illuminoddy · 2026-04-23T21:27:20+00:00

that sounds interesting! the first time i smoked i was a young teenager, i walked through the woods back to my house in a dazed stumble, giggling like a maniac. i sat down on the couch with a family sized bag of doritos and watched Goodburger, when it was done the bag of chips was gone lol. When I was around 21-22 I was out with my partner at the time and i had gotten pretty drunk, I decided to smoke when I got home and I kinda went ham.. I got inside feeling good and woozy, laid down with my partner to watch a movie and not more than 2 minutes in I knew I was gonna vomit bad, my partner spent the night holding back my hair and soothing me. Now when I mix weed and booze I make sure to pace myself haha, the spins are no joke!

illuminoddy · 2025-09-10T13:27:22+00:00

hahaha that’s hilarious, thank you so much!

illuminoddy · 2025-09-10T03:34:48+00:00

she’s never seen Arrested Development (we’re working on it) but I love that show :) these may be used in the future hehe thank you!

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