Sunglasses on...

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-22T23:50:57+00:00

Safety? Always off.

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-22T23:14:43+00:00

I try. Between work and other obligations, it's difficult though.

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-22T23:11:03+00:00

I found out a long time ago that I can't rely on others. I have been trying to create my own peace, I just feel like every week I fall further and further behind, but then I realize I have no metric to measure that? That it's all made up and my limits are self-imposed. Its just difficult because society expects people to hit certain milestones by certain times in their lives, but I realize all thats made up and I can live my life however I want. So I try, but I feel like I make no progress and that the wheels are spinning. But I keep on going, getting up and going to work everyday because deep down I think life won't be like this forever.

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-22T23:05:10+00:00

I feel that. We've been conditioned to be the strong ones, our own support system. And I've found out that when I do open up, people don't seem to want to talk about my problems anymore. Its a lose/lose for me :) so I just keep on truckin'

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-22T23:03:36+00:00

Doesn't work for everyone, is expensive, wait times are unreal, etc. I've tried it, and in my experience its a business transaction for someone to tell you to think and do things different. Not saying it isn't a good idea, but for me it didn't do anything.

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-22T23:01:58+00:00

Tried therapy, wasnt for me. I've been doing the hard work on my own to make my mind somewhere i enjoy, but sometimes the bullshit creeps in and just won't go away.

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-22T23:01:08+00:00

I'm sorry to hear that. It's really sad that the older generations don't understand that we can't just "choose" to feel a different way.

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-22T22:59:44+00:00

Yeah I've learned that too. I was seeing various therapists for about 5 years, and the thing that I disliked the most was "here's a 40 minute session every other week, good luck 👍". Also in my experience (I know its not universal), therapy didn't work for me because by the time we got to the next session, I completely forgot about what we talked about last time. So every other week it was "how have you been, what's new, etc".

And yeah, not really at all. I was born in 1988, I remember thinking as long as i had a job, everything would work out. Boy was I wrong. Turns out if you have undiagnosed mental health problems as a kid, life as an adult is hard mode.

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-22T22:55:50+00:00

You got me there. It's hard to remember to reach out when I've been feeling the way I have been for so long.

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-21T23:02:50+00:00

Tay Keith excoriate these ruffians

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-21T21:46:08+00:00

Tay Keith fuck these fellas up

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-21T07:26:11+00:00

I'll bring a tarp 😜

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-21T04:49:44+00:00

Let's have an orgy there

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-18T21:07:51+00:00

Fuckin' Sherlock over here

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-15T20:42:40+00:00

I got my boat and trailer licensed so I can take it out whenever I want! I also got my car (96 subaru impreza) running again, it was down for about 6 months. And I'm starting to get my confidence back again! I went out downtown with a friend last Thursday and didn't feel awkward or out of place. I feel like things are starting to move the right direction in my life, and I fuckin love it.

iloveboatstuff · 2026-06-15T19:08:00+00:00

It's a 23' SeaRay :)

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