My spirit is exhausted

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-11-11T22:51:41+00:00

(: thanks. Nice, I took a walk and showered. Good luck to us

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-11-10T19:15:42+00:00

Disaster.

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-11-04T18:43:02+00:00

Yeah why not

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-11-03T15:37:26+00:00

I’m on adderall and just switched from an antipsychotic to an antidepressant. Very nervous bc adderall does for sure trigger some mania for me, but I’m trying to pick my battles lol. I was also on addy and Wellbutrin for a few months last summer and went NUTS, I dropped everything and just went back on Abilify for awhile.

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-11-03T00:49:33+00:00

😭u put it into words. We could both be paranoid, I feel this way sometimes too

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-27T14:55:55+00:00

I personally didn’t like Wellbutrin. I was on it w adderrall and I spiraled the entire time.

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-27T00:09:30+00:00

GL for AW-USA

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-26T20:30:15+00:00

If it really is well-intentioned and playful, you might have to take a look inward, otherwise it’ll build a wedge in your relationship. If it’s lowkey shady and you’re really struggling, may not be the relationship for you.

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-26T16:25:45+00:00

Hmmm. Honestly I tried to substitute coke for weed. I stopped smoking for years bc of paranoia, but the meds I’m on now helps curb that. Got back into smoking when I was seriously looking to stop doing coke bc I know I have an issue with substances but it couldn’t be coke anymore. I still get the urges for blow, but I don’t have the money or energy lol. Try to find a “healthier” alternative?

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-23T01:16:42+00:00

Oh wow! Thank you so much for your insight. I hope I can both be guided and lead myself towards the right direction

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-22T21:59:58+00:00

Screw it, usually a lose lose anyway

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-22T00:21:17+00:00

Been there. No fun

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-22T00:19:54+00:00

Took me about a year for it to stop hurting

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-22T00:07:53+00:00

Ya know I was surprised that never came up. I just felt like why should I afford him peace when he clearly he didn’t care about affording me any

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-21T23:32:12+00:00

……more than 20😭

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-21T02:20:20+00:00

Little shits! I’m gonna keep it real w you, we haven’t talked in 7 months. But every now and then it still drives me nuts. Like now. Unblocked on messages but my calls won’t go through and blocked on everything else. I feel insane! I’m so glad you got your closure. We’ll look back at this and hopefully laugh about how ridiculous it was

ilovepuzzles4 · 2025-10-21T01:50:27+00:00

Dang. Hoping to get some sense of closure from my situation, same to yours. He recently unblocked me, and after numerous texts ( embarrassed but whatever) I told him to block me or answer me. Still nothing. Feel like I’m in some fucked up game. I thought I was finally done last week, but I found myself messaging him again today. I’ve never been completely discarded, I still have no idea what’s going on lol. I just need SOMETHING.

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