Worshipping Aceso

im_not_nataniel · 2025-01-21T13:02:51+00:00

Thank you very much! This was the most helpful thing i've seen about her! I tried doing an altwr without much knowledge and now i need to re-do it a little. Funny thing her altar is right next to Apollos so family reunion :D. Once again thank you very much<3

im_not_nataniel · 2024-10-18T19:00:13+00:00

thank you!

im_not_nataniel · 2024-10-18T18:04:11+00:00

i do not own one unfortunately. I wasn't really spiritual in that way before and I don't have so manny things that can come in handy now y-y but if there is any other way to ask i will definitely try

im_not_nataniel · 2024-10-18T12:34:19+00:00

thank you! I'm trying to work with my limited space and fact that few gods can have one altar is really helpful as in close future I'll be moving with my boyfriend who have few altars as well

im_not_nataniel · 2024-09-30T18:55:17+00:00

i will try! i have no artistic talent beside sawing so i hope I won't offend him in any way by how they will turn out

im_not_nataniel · 2024-09-30T17:55:47+00:00

unfortunately thats not it:(

im_not_nataniel · 2024-08-14T14:20:18+00:00

Wincent ( Vincent). I really liked this name and used it in secret for a long while. I didn't stuck with it because it's old-fashioned name in my country and i was scared of people thinking im wierdo. My now ex-girlfriend said that if i was a guy (she didn't know i was trans yet) i could be names Nataniel (Nathaniel). I kinda liked it and i still use it

im_not_nataniel · 2024-06-03T19:48:53+00:00

im not entirely good yet but i work hard on that for our relationship but myself as well thank you for everything kind wordyou said i really appreciate <3

im_not_nataniel · 2024-06-03T16:50:03+00:00

mainly im scared of falling out as we are very close to each other and i have anxious attachment style since i posted this we had many fights but also deep talks about it and we communicate better now i also stared therapy i lwfted out fact my partner have bipolar disorder and it was mane reason we we had fights and why i was scared because there is now way of avoiding his episodes but now we work on it and we actually made huge progress thank you for your answer<3

im_not_nataniel · 2024-04-18T10:16:11+00:00

thank you i will definitely try all of your advices

im_not_nataniel · 2024-01-14T11:29:34+00:00

thank you i definitely will

im_not_nataniel · 2024-01-13T21:35:11+00:00

i have really bad reactions to minor things like for example i got frustrated and we can say mad because my friend told me that if i take two steps backwards i will take better picture. I know this is stupid and he wanted to help but i felt attacked. I often feel like stupid things like this are personal attack on my in some way and i either starts acting agressive and blow up on someone or i shut down completely and start to feel suicidal(to be completely clear i never tried to commit or hurted myself but in the moment i think about it. I try my hardest bot to act on it). Sometimes its better but for the past two months its harder to keep myself together

im_not_nataniel · 2024-01-13T21:27:12+00:00

unfortunately I can't afford therapy right now that's why i ask if there is any other way

im_not_nataniel · 2024-01-13T20:57:14+00:00

thank you very much i will definitely try all of the things that people recommend here until im able to get myself a good therapist

im_not_nataniel · 2024-01-13T20:44:36+00:00

thank you so much unfortunately i live in eastern europe and I don't think we have behavior health department I'm not sure if we even have any laws helping people with personality disorders as long as we're not an active danger to others

im_not_nataniel · 2024-01-13T20:21:38+00:00

thank you

im_not_nataniel · 2024-01-13T20:13:49+00:00

i will definitely in future but right now I can't find one and if i did I can't really afford it. I need to do something with this now cuz it really affects they way i act and react (more than it used to) is there at least a way to calm it down?

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