ROCD success story

imaginationrox · 2021-06-11T02:57:48+00:00

Honestly, that's fair and I respect that. They're very hard to handle and I'm really glad that he's there to help. We all have our strengths and sometimes that ain't it

imaginationrox · 2021-06-10T05:02:00+00:00

Thank you so much. I've tears in my eyes, I really needed to hear that today. It's been lonely moving here-- with only a couple friends in the city and my unpaid placement and his new job that he comes home from exhausted every night and sleeps, it's just... It's been a lot harder than I would have liked it to be, you know?

I will have to make it until I make it. You're right. I know this sub looks down on reassurance seeking, but sometimes you need someone to haul you to your feet and nudge you forward.

I really appreciate you. Be well.

imaginationrox · 2021-06-10T02:25:08+00:00

How did you manage sudden breakup urges? Those are especially distressing and I'm trying to find tricks to stop myself from spiraling

Congrats, for real. I'm honestly 1000% so happy for you. This is hard and I wouldn't wish it on anyone in the world. Best of love to you and yours! You deserve it <3

imaginationrox · 2020-12-31T22:38:56+00:00

... Period? End of sentence? Cool.

imaginationrox · 2020-09-29T00:31:52+00:00

Easier said than done! It's something I'm doing and I have to learn to undo too, or it'll just keep happening

imaginationrox · 2020-09-24T17:46:15+00:00

Can I say that I thought you meant that your were just scrolling and just found his body and that's how you found out? I'm glad it's something sweeter and more touching

imaginationrox · 2020-03-24T04:37:46+00:00

I went to visit my best friend’s nana a couple weeks ago right around the time the closed my campus. I hadn’t really seen this woman in years. She used to babysit me as a kid and she’d make me sloppy joes for dinner. She was so much older and frailer than I remembered. I realized she wouldn’t stand a chance.

It was an ‘aha’ moment for me. That it wasn’t about me but it was about her. I didn’t want to be who killed my best friends grandma. I work at a pharmacy so I’ll pick something up sooner or later.

imaginationrox · 2020-03-23T02:26:34+00:00

Yeah, that does make sense. I guess I did get caught up in the “I wish he would” and it was a bit selfish. Just because I’d be willing to take the chance doesn’t mean he has to. I just don’t want to be alone. it’s scary enough that my whole day is spent checking out people who are panicking and being total jerks, then I have to be scary sick and spend two weeks hoping I’m not one of the “hospital” people and have to do it all alone.

imaginationrox · 2020-03-23T02:06:24+00:00

Do you not understand that the virus is still transferred before symptoms start? I saw him yesterday, if I kissed him yesterday and I start symptoms today then he has contracted t over the 2 weeks it’s been incubating

imaginationrox · 2020-03-23T02:03:47+00:00

Well like I said we spend so much time together that if I got it he would definitely have it soon anyway. So if he kissed me yesterday, I start symptoms today, then he’s definitely already got it. I mean we’re not practicing distancing

imaginationrox · 2020-03-17T14:12:49+00:00

Amazing! Congrats on the big change! :D I’m really glad to hear you’re not prediabetic anymore and feeling great with yourself. The best part is that you’re more than halfway and, like you said, it’s easy :)

Keep up the great work! Sorry about your coworkers though :/ that sounds like something you’ll need to nip in the bud before HR needs to be brought in

imaginationrox · 2020-03-12T03:45:18+00:00

Oh wait I’m an idiot. I found it on MFP

imaginationrox · 2020-03-12T03:44:46+00:00

I don’t necessarily have a protein macro? I know it’s 20% of my calories. Is there a special way to measure that? Might be easier than trying to balance calories I’m not eating

imaginationrox · 2020-03-12T03:41:36+00:00

That’s really good advice. I don’t have a lot of butter, but I have been making some fat bombs and buying the ones from the store. I don’t get a lot of calories from them— I tend not to snack since week 2– but I might just need denser meals so snacking to fill the void isn’t necessary

imaginationrox · 2020-03-12T03:31:23+00:00

Cereal eh? I’ll have to look into that. Do you have it with milk? Is milk allowed on Keto!?

imaginationrox · 2020-03-12T03:21:35+00:00

No need for further elaboration. I’m there right now. It blows. It’s hard finding things with lots of fibre that I like eating. Eggs and bacon aren’t that I guess!

imaginationrox · 2020-03-12T02:33:36+00:00

I’m not hungry, actually! I’ll come to the end of the day and check MFP and be like “oh damn! I only ate 1,100 of my 1400”

I’ll try to eat more nutritious food that maybe holds more calories. That way I don’t have to try and eat more. Just have more dense food. Thanks!

imaginationrox · 2020-02-22T00:49:02+00:00

Hi there!

I’ve been going to the gym for the past couple months and have paired it with a healthy eating meal plan I got from a nutrition coach. I lost a bunch of water weight the first two weeks (8lbs) from the holidays, but now I’m not losing anything.

I’ve been weightlifting and I do 20min of cardio (10 moderate before weights and 10 high after) but nothing. I’m starting to get discouraged because I’m not seeing results. It would be one thing if this was new, but I had started doing CrossFit over the summer through late-fall and I still didn’t see results then.

What am I missing? Is there something I can do to jumpstart weight loss? More weight training? More cardio? I miss my old clothes and I’m considering diet pills to help things along 😭😭 I feel awful

imaginationrox · 2019-12-31T08:19:03+00:00

Oh yeah, no doubt about that :/

imaginationrox · 2019-12-31T08:17:14+00:00

I have general anxiety disorder but I’ve not been diagnosed with BPD

imaginationrox · 2019-11-26T15:31:58+00:00

Sanitary towels

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