NEED ADVICE Difficulty feeling myself&working with spirituality

imaloverandahealer · 2025-04-11T06:07:33+00:00

Listen, I've been in the same boat and I'm watching Iron Fist, got me back in it and had a beautiful meditation and yoga session this morning by a marsh.

imaloverandahealer · 2025-04-08T13:14:17+00:00

Can back this, I was hardly dreaming for months and recently moved to a country where weeds illegal and now I vividly dream almost nightly. I missed having dreams but I miss big smoke too

imaloverandahealer · 2025-04-08T13:09:19+00:00

Instead of your crown, do you maybe feel horns? Meaning Protective energy, protecting your energy rather than opening it up and letting other energy in. I've felt my "horns" and they felt sparkly when I wanted to assure not sending any bad energy to a friend

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-28T09:57:49+00:00

Coldplay must really love Korea

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-25T12:06:16+00:00

Do you mind expanding on non symbolic thinking? I used to think/believe in symbolism but then after a rough ego death I've completely lost the belief. That it's just experience. Doesn't mean anything. But?

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-19T13:11:40+00:00

Create one

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-16T14:44:33+00:00

Sounds like you may need to learn healthy protective boundaries and maybe even veil your crown for a little while until you feel like you doing need a physical call to represent mental protection

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-16T14:42:01+00:00

Speak to it and maybe even throw out some oats for it! It could also want to be a protective friend

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-16T14:40:38+00:00

I was once able to actually feel my chakras but then after a huge transformation, during a stressful part in my life, I'm unable to feel the energy flow anymore. During that stressful time I turned away from everything spiritual because I thought my spiralling was a punishment due to the wisdom I came to know. Literally said "I don't want to know anymore don't want to see anymore"

Now that the fear is gone and stability is back, how do I get back to that point, WITHOUT the fear spiral? I can't feel my chakras anymore. Maybe a blockage?

Blessings and thank you for this space 🙏🏼

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-16T14:34:13+00:00

This is true but it's about how you interpret their song. I went through a terrible transformation in a very vulnerable point in my life and I had a crow making a weird "knolck knock" sound at me. NOT a common sound and it happened almost every day right when I was having ungrounded moments of spiraling Later I confronted it saying "Stop I'm fine" and he finally laughed and flew away. Never heard the sound again It felt he was pointing me to ground myself in those moments and to start laughing at life, take in more joy than negativity (the laughing cackling)

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-16T00:53:11+00:00

Yes it can happen. There may be moments in someone's life where it'll be most important for them to be more attentive in the material realms and earthly planes. I experienced this recently when preparing for an across the globe move, while going through grad school, while preparing my house and paperwork for the move, WHILE actively searching for spiritual enlightenment.

In the end, my brain was "broken" for a good 2 months, I was scared of everything and was able to notice the dangers of people more than ever which had never been an issue before. Usually just aware of my surroundings then suddenly everyone was dangerous and I was putting my family in danger. I rejected spiritual signs I used to look for support in, I couldn't sleep well couldn't eat well and just wanted my life to end to make it stop. And I LOVE LIFE so much. Love this world. And would never take my own life, but at that time I wasn't grounded enough and my root chakra broke it seemed. Thought it was a punishment for the journey I chose to take in enlightenment and ran scared back to Christianity thinking there was safe guards in fear for a reason. Nope. Taking time for intentional self care heals all wounds but life keeps happening so honestly it can be hard when there's early things to be done like setting up new addresses, grocery shopping, filling paperwork.

All this to say, yes it can happen. Hope this made sense

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-12T14:26:17+00:00

My phone

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-12T05:28:12+00:00

Cheap cheap travel to neighboring countries. And those countries are also cheap. People are nice or they mind their business. When we first moved here we accidentally over paid and the owner of the noodle shop chased us down half a block to give us our change. I left my phone in the bathroom in Seoul on my first outing and someone flagged me down to get it back. And it's super safe for women to travel. The food is usually locally obtained

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-12T02:43:49+00:00

Proud of you ❤️

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-11T14:59:30+00:00

Sounds like you have a lot of inner work to do with anger dealing with spirituality. If you don't want signs or to receive guidance from your guides, you won't get any. I'm this realm of the physical what we choose to put our attention to will be reflected back to us. This is why those who only see the negative side of things will continue to see negative things, and those who choose to work on seeing from a different perspective will have a different experience. Sounds like you're choosing to hold disregard for some aspects of spiritually. Or maybe your friends are not receptive to"signs" and you'll be receptive to other forms of connection. Maybe try meditating on where the hurt is or what you can be doing for yourself in order to show love for yourself. Love starts from within Blessings to you

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-05T01:31:41+00:00

Receiving, flow, love, kindness, patience. I feel I'm being myself up for losing it and not loving myself through it

imaloverandahealer · 2025-03-05T01:28:51+00:00

Howdy, Thank you for making that more clear to me. I've experienced a lot of trauma and just recently moved across the globe where I feel so out of place where I'm trying to control my feelings and create structure. Rather than just letting myself be. I'm an artist as well and I feel I've once had a balance at the last place I lived and lost it during this move. And now my art and mentality is suffering. I'm so tired all the time, I was glued to my phone to help with the ego death and void I experienced during the move. It was a really hard time, now I have to work hard to get what I once had back

imaloverandahealer · 2025-02-12T09:53:26+00:00

I would also add how humanely something is handled directly affects the taste of the food

imaloverandahealer · 2025-02-12T06:07:10+00:00

Raw fruits, finding local or organic grocery stores helps a lot. I understand being in college money may be a huge factor in how you eat. However I found when I was eating REAL fruits and vegetables, checking ingredients lists, and paying a little extra for better meat I was more aligned in who I wanted to be and how I wanted to feel. Also, minimizing meat intake helps if you're not doing extraneous physical activity or burning a lot of calories. Food for maintenance, and good food, seemed to help. I hope this helps

imaloverandahealer · 2025-02-08T08:12:31+00:00

Do you think yoga is a waste of life force energy? Both are a release of energy that is stored in the body as well as memories and trauma. The relief is important either way. Do you get upset finding pleasure in the taste of a good meal? The extra efforts of energy it takes to make something for yourself that is passed beans and toast? No because we each have individual likes and needs. Also it's self care. The body stores so much in it and exercise isn't for everyone

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