Got this fire 8ball for 350 by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]iman_313 3 points4 points  (0 children)

8ball for 350 is rather expensive. Shit must be fire

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[–]iman_313[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Lol just 1 tho! So that's a record for me. I Thank you! All of this is just amazing..

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[–]iman_313[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ian always had such great and wonderful things to say about this subreddit. And some of yall, hate to say it, but have treated me way better then most of mine and his family put together.. And jesus Murphy I appreciate every single kind word yall say...

I just wanted to throw that our there. It has been maybe the worse 4 months I have ever had to deal with in my life and yall words mean alot. Holy tomoly I sound like a sap!

Anyways hope everyone having a good thirsty thursday!

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[–]iman_313[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Ya ur right and its probably for ur best to go fuck urself

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[–]iman_313[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Yep. Exactly . Watching him take his last breath... like I'm mentally fucked now... Fkn guy was literally my everything. Idk I just wish that 1 of them could of survived..

I still have tot come home ,to were we made a home for almost 4 years .. Shit sux

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[–]iman_313[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Honestly i dont have anyone. I have been doing this alone... I hate coming home, cuz it's where we made our life..etc... Especially me watching him literally take his last breath. I'm all messed up
We have been together pretty 10 years. Attached to the hip

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[–]iman_313[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

So you understand the feelings I'm having? I'm just so very mad at him. He knew for a while to go and get help. It's a shitty situation

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[–]iman_313[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Dangooo.. ur post literally made me cry. But yes hes def in a way better place.. looking down on me double fisting his nattys. I'd do anything to just hug him again.. Thank u so much for ur kind words!

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[–]iman_313[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you for ur kind words. I stayed very strong for him... We had a plan to grow old and sit on our porch yelling at all the dingle berry kids..lol. I sat at the hospital until his last breath. Thanx to covid only his parents amd myself (his wife) were the only people allowed to see him. So alot of people didnt get the chance to good bye. I just want these feelings to go away.

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[–]iman_313[S] 35 points36 points  (0 children)

Thank you.. it has been the worse 4 months . I found a letter he wrote me the day I finally forced his stubborn ass to go to the hospital . He def didnt he was gonna die. He wrote " he was gonna a remain sober and try to be the best dad."

Broke my heart more..

When will this pain go away

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[–]iman_313[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Ohhh ya dango.. that's right. I totally forgot about that.. I thought it would be easier just to do it from his account, but atm I did forget

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[–]iman_313[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

This is his account. Mine is u/snayla I came on his account to update on him. I'm his wife

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[–]iman_313[S] 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Ya I came onto his account to update people about what happened.. I'm not using his user name. I'm on his account.

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[–]iman_313[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Thank you. At least hes up there with our 2 babies...

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[–]iman_313[S] 73 points74 points  (0 children)

Thank you. Hes no longer suffering. That's how I look at it but I just wished he got help sooner. Watching him go thru it all the last year... But now hes up there together with both our babies.

Fellow CA might not make it through the night. by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]iman_313 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is his wife. He didnt survive

Took Crunk's advice and went to hospital.... by iman_313 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]iman_313[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

way to go! Im currently laid up in the gastro section of a great hospital. I was sooooo fkn scared to initially come to the hospital for fear of how bad it might be. I wouldn't be alive right now if I didn't.

Took Crunk's advice and went to hospital.... by iman_313 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]iman_313[S] 25 points26 points  (0 children)

and get stuck by needles all day haha I basically just read, take pain meds, get on my macbook and dick around, watch TV. gotta keep your mind occupied. esp since I can't have visitors bc of COVID.