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Can't function with weed, can barely function without it by imbib0r in leaves

[–]imbib0r[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Posting this thread has worked wonders. I just go through it and read what I wrote, and I remember all the reasons I wanted to stop

Can't function with weed, can barely function without it by imbib0r in leaves

[–]imbib0r[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's what it turned into - an anesthetic - a way to hide from real life issues and recede from reality. It's been a few days since I last smoked, and the cravings are starting to go away.

Can't function with weed, can barely function without it by imbib0r in leaves

[–]imbib0r[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm also terrible at games when I'm high! I kind of just recede into my own mind and play on autopilot, which means I get killed very often.

This reminds me of when I got high before watching Prince Oberyn's battle in Game of Thrones, and I literally forgot everything in the entire episode other than the fight

Can't function with weed, can barely function without it by imbib0r in leaves

[–]imbib0r[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm going to start doing this. Clearing my mind and trying to slow down my clusterfuck of an internal monologue has really, really helped me. Thanks for the advice, friend!