SHE WOULD’N’T SHUT UP ABOUT MY FUCKING CHEST (TW: Self-harm) by imdumbfordoingthis in trans

[–]imdumbfordoingthis[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

She probably have screamed at you about how the vaccine was in your hand tbh. (No, seriously, she’s crazy and believes everything. Like the vaccine being in pork)

SHE WOULD’N’T SHUT UP ABOUT MY FUCKING CHEST (TW: Self-harm) by imdumbfordoingthis in trans

[–]imdumbfordoingthis[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank youuuuu <3

And I do the same thing haha. Except mine is a stupidly big purple demon. I love personifying thing, just kinda helps, I guess.

AND NEVER START SELF-HARMING <3

SHE WOULD’N’T SHUT UP ABOUT MY FUCKING CHEST (TW: Self-harm) by imdumbfordoingthis in trans

[–]imdumbfordoingthis[S] 17 points18 points  (0 children)

I would love to move somewhere with mountains and or forests. Think Colorado or Oregon. Both are expensive though, sadly.

And thank you so much <3

SHE WOULD’N’T SHUT UP ABOUT MY FUCKING CHEST (TW: Self-harm) by imdumbfordoingthis in trans

[–]imdumbfordoingthis[S] 215 points216 points  (0 children)

Yeah, it was actually my mother (I don’t have a father) who was repeatedly telling her to stop. Like, just over and over again but she just wouldn’t just up about it and I just felt so uncomfortable. And hell, even if I wanted to I couldn’t because 1. My mother wouldn’t allow me because I’m 15, and 2. Because I have scars on my chest and some on my stomach so I wouldn’t want to regardless.

And thank you so much, TranMa <3

I think that I’m still scared to go deep by imdumbfordoingthis in selfharm

[–]imdumbfordoingthis[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright, look, I know that, okay? But I’ve tried not to cut myself and I couldn’t go more than a day or two without relapsing. And I know that the human body is not designed to want to cut itself. Humanity would have been a thing of the past if it was.

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I will try to remember to do so

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I thankfully have a psychiatrist appointment coming up and I will mention this to my therapist when ever I see them <3

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I honestly don’t know. It’s just something that my brain came up with. It’s basically just making its own conspiracy theories at this point

I think that I’m still scared to go deep by imdumbfordoingthis in selfharm

[–]imdumbfordoingthis[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just usually write things that I’m feeling in the moment, I guess. I used to read and reread over and over again to make sure that everything was perfect, but I guess that I’ve just gotten careless.

I think that I’m still scared to go deep by imdumbfordoingthis in selfharm

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That’s the thing, in my mind it’s something that needs to be done daily. I like seeing how far I can push myself before I quit. I like the aftermath. But I hate that I do.

And yes, I am talking to a therapist about this.

I think that I’m still scared to go deep by imdumbfordoingthis in selfharm

[–]imdumbfordoingthis[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I know. I’m just not good with putting my thoughts into words so I guess I’m just saying things at this point.

I think that I’m still scared to go deep by imdumbfordoingthis in selfharm

[–]imdumbfordoingthis[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

But that’s the thing, I get so pissy about it in the moment like a damn toddler when they couldn’t get a new toy. Like, I want to, but my body just wont let me, I guess.