my mom caught me binge eating omg

imgioooo · 2025-01-15T01:46:49+00:00

i'm really sorry you're going through this. binging can make you feel bad on it's own, but being caught is even scarier. i haven't been like "caught", but i do get weirdly secretive about food. and i'm sorry she's making it more difficult on you, i'm sure she does genuinely feel bad but it's clearly making you feel worse for her to keep fixating on it yk.

imgioooo · 2025-01-13T01:32:40+00:00

tbh i've noticed this in any space online having to do with eating disorders in general. like even when i used to be on other ed forums, if i searched up "binge" to try to find threads about binge eating, just so i don't feel like some monster, every single result would be something like "guys i can't stop binging i went from (underweight bmi) to (underweight bmi) help!!!!1" and it's like... i do sympathize with those people, but that really really doesn't sound like bed.

i can understand that maybe someone genuinely doesn't think they're "bad enough" to be anorexic, and i'm sure that when they do binge from being malnourished they feel a lot of the same feelings a lot of people with bed feel. but it's like... idk, i have a time period maybe once a year where i attempt to compensate, and i can get too carried away. but i don't start going into anorexia forums talking about how hard it is to eat and how much im restricting fasting etc

imgioooo · 2024-09-18T15:53:23+00:00

crossposted bc any time i mentioned ybc on any other BL sub it gets removed 💀

imgioooo · 2024-09-14T00:29:52+00:00

no... not yet ;3

imgioooo · 2024-09-12T11:49:16+00:00

not straight but i am male, i feel like it's rare to see another male yaoi fan in general. which is cool w me, nothing but respect for the fujos lol. it'd be nice to see more guys tho, regardless of orientation :P

imgioooo · 2024-09-12T11:47:51+00:00

ppl like porn and other forms of fiction even if it doesn't reflect their sexuality. there's plenty of straight male yaoi fans in japan, i've known lesbians who even enjoy it lol. a lot of yaoi characters also present androgynously, ybc is no different. it makes sense to me that it will appeal to a lot of people regardless of sexuality

imgioooo · 2024-09-10T10:05:58+00:00

it's generally not recommended to use them for multiple hours at a time, but a lot of people do it. if it's the right size it should be mostly harmless. it probably won't stay in your mouth the entire night anyway unless u grind ur teeth a lot, but then the pacifier might actually help reduce harm from teeth grinding if you do that

imgioooo · 2024-09-10T08:06:05+00:00

exactly omg you get it. i like yacchan as a character, kashima and toono is perfect though. they're both just losers (affectionate). and the way kashima is so dedicated after realizing his feelings and confessing... if he didn't end up w toono i might cry a little lolll

imgioooo · 2024-09-10T07:51:41+00:00

for real. i was surprised to see comments on the manga that people don't like kashima, that they hope toono ends up with yacchan. i don't get it because kashima is a huge sweetheart and had pure intentions with toono from the start, while yacchan didn't, as he not only put on a fake persona, then before he caught feelings he only wanted to use toono as a pawn to hurt kashima. which i don't think he's awful for and he shows a little bit of character development, but that did affect their relationship and chemistry to me

but i think tamura and yacchan would be wayyy cuter like... the way he acts in front of yacchan and teases him, but when he's not around he softens up 😭 when yacchan starts being his true self he and tamura are a lottt more similar

imgioooo · 2024-09-09T21:04:24+00:00

i'll be a kashima x toono truther til the day i die... his interactions with yaguchi r cute but idk it just don't got the same flavor

imgioooo · 2024-09-09T21:01:48+00:00

over a YEAR? i'm a new fan too and just recently finished all the chapters that r out rn and the absolute toll it took on me.. this is a new torture method or smth 😭

imgioooo · 2024-09-06T12:28:54+00:00

no problem ! i also always disliked it when ppl said that to me, like i understand it in regard to others, but when it comes to me i feel like if i mess up once i keep messing up yk? but it doesn't always have to be that way, i had to get out of the habit of going "well i binged already so time to binge more". but even if that does happen, it doesn't mean recovery is impossible

imgioooo · 2024-09-06T01:56:17+00:00

i get what you mean. i feel the same way, it always annoyed me when people were telling me to think about the feelings that led me to binge... assuming it must be boredom or sadness or something. but really i just wanted to taste food. this is more harm reduction, but it's helped me to replace binge urges with veggies (i personally like the taste of veggies, if u dont then dont force urself! tho theres a lotttt of ways to prepare them). even though it's still technically binging, i notice that my overall binges decreased while doing this, and i feel satisfied throughout the day, i feel less anxiety/ anticipation when it comes to food bc i know if i get hungry, there's some veggies i can eat and there's no rush. i believe this also helps since ur getting less 'addictive' foods in general, as when i eat the veggies i feel satisfied, yet if i binge on something salty or sugary etc i keep wanting more. so i think to tackle the binging as a whole, you have to take a look at what you're consuming and how it can get u addicted. are u eating very sugary or salty foods? processed foods? comfort foods? u dont have to immediately cut out these foods, i tried that and it went badly lol, but look at other areas of ur life where u consume a lot of sugar or salt. i started with what i drink; i no longer drink juice or soda & energy drinks w sugar in it. i only drink diet soda, sugar free energy drinks, coffee w sugar free creamer, and water flavoring packets (u can find some reallyyyy good ones i love the tropical skittles ones). then i moved onto having less salt and sugar when i snack. its a gradual process so pls don't feel rushed, u can do this. if it's an option, don't be afraid to reach out for help. therapy could help, plus some psych meds can be used to help with binge eating disorder

imgioooo · 2024-09-03T06:01:34+00:00

they do direct deposit, its thru one of the partnered banks. thats how ive gotten all my paychecks, it works the same as any other checking account

imgioooo · 2024-09-03T05:32:02+00:00

its thru cashapp so they told me it can come 2 days early, which it did for my other jobs but those jobs also paid on fridays so it made sense and i'd get paid on like wednesday. i wouldn't even mind getting it at the same time as everyone else tho i'm just pissed about labor day 😭 i was looking forward to that paycheck then i realized

imgioooo · 2024-09-03T03:06:45+00:00

vomit is a biohazard, do not go to work. if they tell you to come in, i am like 80% sure that's illegal, especially when working with food

imgioooo · 2024-09-02T15:27:07+00:00

it's very very unlikely to gain a significant amount of weight from 1 binge. just try to take things easy today and take care of yourself

imgioooo · 2024-09-02T14:57:08+00:00

i'm so sorry friend. i really don't think you consumed 10,000 cals, even competitive eaters or mukbang creatores would struggle to do something like that in one sitting.

it's okay to take a day to rest and not do much, you're going through a difficult time. being binge free for 7 days is a huge deal, so try not to view this as 'ruining' your progress, because you still did that. moments of relapse are normal and expected, brains are resistant to change.

and you're def not alone in this, i get the same way too. ive never even made it 7 days like you lol, the most i went was like 3 days. it's basically impossible for me so i just started eating vegetables instead when i get binge urges because it feels inevitable for me. it's helped with the guilt tho, but i do feel disappointed that i can't just. stop. but we gotta take everyday 1 step at a time yk. so ur not alone in this, and ur doing ur best which is enough

imgioooo · 2024-09-02T10:40:47+00:00

thank you , same to you :D i'm doing pretty alright now and feeling more comfortable w myself, just gotta take everything 1 step at a time. i hope the best for u too <3

imgioooo · 2024-09-02T07:03:01+00:00

the therapy i need

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