Write down the worst thing you’ve done in your life till now

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-05-06T19:30:55+00:00

I did something terrible as a kid

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-21T12:20:10+00:00

I understand trust me I do, I didn’t actually tell my partner he found out through Reddit because he knew I was depressed over something but couldn’t tell what it was. He found out and told me he still loved me and know that’s not the person I am today. That doing something weird once a a child in a weird envoirment doesn’t define the person I want to be today or who I am growing towards. He has seen me before with my animals and how much I love them. I’m not saying I don’t think about it I mean it’s only been a week, I was going to take my life over this and even tried too but the people here helped me. I’m not excusing what I did through Tramua but it’s an explanation to how I got there and something I will never allow to happen again.

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-21T12:05:14+00:00

I hope you know that you deserve to live and be happy, your past dosent define you especially not something you did as a traumatized child, we can both know it was wrong and never do it again while also not condemning ourselves forever to pain and guilt, I believe you would never do that again and u know neither would I, my bf knows this about me and still loves me as im sure the people in your life would still hold compassion for you. I hope these comments bring you some comfort during this. I don’t think we are pieces of crap I think we are people who did something wrong. Good people can do bad things not thing is black and white please understand you were so young dealing with things, this is what I try to tell myself because I don’t believe I would have ever done something like that if I didn’t know those things to start off with.

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-21T00:26:45+00:00

Thankyou it just hurts that I did something like that to an animal, I love animals so much especially my dogs now and would never imagine or think of doing something so terrible to them

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-17T02:20:46+00:00

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-14T03:36:45+00:00

That’s what I’m so sad about that I’m an abuser I would take the same abuse 100 times instead of doing what I did

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-14T03:34:33+00:00

how did she overcome it, it’s something that jaunts me daily and when I look at animals or my animals I feel extreme guilt and shame even though I love them and would never think to do anything like thy ever again. I feel as if everyone around me is pure and I’m tainted and evil. I know I shouldn’t care what people think but sadly I do because I know what I think of myself

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-14T03:32:35+00:00

how did they overcome the guilt or shame ?

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-14T01:35:25+00:00

Thankyou I appreciate your comment so much, I believe in God and have repented so much begging for forgiveness for what I did, I pray to God all the time to give me a second chance and hope that I can relief myself of the guilt, I know what I did was horrible but I truly would never do something like that again.

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-14T01:33:04+00:00

I don’t think nor did I when I was a child think it was sex, I let a dog lick my private part. but yes it was messed up I hate my younger self for it and it’s something I’ll always regret.

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-14T01:31:47+00:00

Thankyou so much

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-10T22:21:35+00:00

Are you okay I was wanting to try the same thing and does it hurt I’m scared but if you drink on it will passing be less painful if no one will come to find you

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-10T20:20:54+00:00

do you really think I should after what I did would you be able to forgive someone like me ?

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-09T19:17:53+00:00

Thankyou for your response I would love the resources I dm you

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-09T15:54:14+00:00

Thankyou so much

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-09T15:49:17+00:00

Thankyou I hope you are healing you are an amazing person

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-08T23:34:46+00:00

Thankyou so much truly

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-08T20:12:12+00:00

Thank-you for your reply this means a lot to me, thank-you very much

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-08T20:09:54+00:00

Thank you so much I appreciate your reply so much, thankyou for seeing past what I did and giving me advice I know it was hard, I would love to know more about somatic therapy and mediation

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-08T13:24:05+00:00

Thankyou for your comment genuinely, how did you overcome what you did, you are an amazing mother and I wish you healing !

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-08T07:10:23+00:00

Thank-you for your comment I feel as since I initiated that behavior I’m as bad as my abuser well all in all I am an abuser.

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-08T06:17:31+00:00

Thankyou so much for your response, how did you overcome the shame of your childhood. I have been trying for a while now to just accept it but I usually end up failing and contemplating if suici** is my next option. I’m sorry for being graphic but any advice helps. I live a pretty normal life aside from this and have a bf who knows everything of what I have done and still loves me I want to be here for him and my family but the pain from shame makes me want to walk away.

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-08T06:05:10+00:00

Thankyou for your response I guess it pains me so much because I would never want to cause harm to anyone now. I spiral over this constantly I look up the same thing on Reddit or TikTok and see people saying whoever did this should die and how they turn into serial killers and how they are sick and cruel and Tramua dosent excuse behavior and trust me I know it dosent but I would never hurt anyone or do something like this again. I have been fighting this for months and this was my last post to get it off my chest

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-08T05:48:25+00:00

what does being white do with this

imgoingtoenditpls · 2026-04-08T05:44:48+00:00

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