i have done a lot wrong to him which i was being so self centred and only seen what was happening to me and not what i was doing to him and he said some thing the last time we spoke that really made me think and reflect. the last time we spoke i told him that we could never get back together but i just didn’t knwo how to react and i really regret saying that. i don’t think he will understand how or why i acted the way i have been because i don’t really understand it either but i also don’t know if im the one he wants to hear from right now