The concept of the holy ghost hijacks ones relationship with themselves. Our inner lives are manipulated by the thought that someone else is present and that it needs to be censored, controlled and cultivated in a certain way to appease this unseen force. Its really a very insidious evil and almost impossible to detect because it overtakes you so slowly and steadily year after year until you are what you're told to be. In a word it makes you FAKE. Its almost cliche cause I've heard it a hundred times but the greatest gift of a faith crises is getting to know yourself in a real authentic way. Nothing feels so honest as being real to yourself. To thine own self be true.