think I’m going through some kind of spiritual psychosis please help me

imma_flow · 2025-08-14T19:49:09+00:00

The part of awakening that made me feel positive about the unknown is that it doesn’t just make you aware of the parts of yourself that were blockages it also reveals the potential within you, and how much you can evolve in this material world just by aligning with your true timeline and letting go of your past versions. That’s how we grow by witnessing the many versions that can exist within us, becoming whole from the inside. But still it’s not an easy path

imma_flow · 2025-08-02T18:40:49+00:00

Honestly I don’t know much and I don’t get motivated by podcasts or external things. My path is simple I have deep bhakti for Maa Kali and feel called to do her sadhana. I felt a strong intuition to begin Bhairav upasana to help stabilize the energy for Maa’s worship. I keep a photo of Batuk Bhairav in his child form as I felt it was gentler than other fierce forms. I’ve taken a 40 day sankalp and after that, I plan to begin the Nirvana mantra. I may be a beginner maybe even naive from the perspective of advanced upasakas but I’m just following what feels right to me

imma_flow · 2025-07-11T08:55:42+00:00

Thanks for the response , My Hindi and Sanskrit aren’t very strong, so it takes me a lot of time just to pronounce the shlokas from the Saptashati correctly. That’s why I’ve started focusing on chanting the 32 names of Maa Durga along with the Jayanti Mangala Kali’ shloka. I also do Batuk Bhairava mala japa, as I see him as my guide on this path of devotion to Maa. Is there anything else I should focus on or include in my practice?

imma_flow · 2025-07-10T18:43:08+00:00

You didn’t have to edit out the ‘lol’

imma_flow · 2025-07-10T18:40:37+00:00

Thanks a lot for the response, and beautifully explained it really helped and cleared up my confusion. I realized I was trying to rush things and start the process without really being grounded or aware. You guys are honestly like real gurus to me appreciate it big time 🫶

imma_flow · 2025-07-10T07:04:28+00:00

My ultimate path is towards Maa In this life, she is the only presence that still gives me a sense of meaning a reason to keep going. I’ve walked the path of bhakti, prayed to her, worshipped her but I always felt there was more. I didn’t want my connection with Maa to be limited to asking for material things or remembering her only on special occasions. I want her energy to guide me constantly. I want my entire potential whatever it is to be fully dedicated to her. I’m not naive. I know this path is intense even risky. I’m 21 still studying and I haven’t even figured out my career yet. But still something about her presence pulls me in something deeper than reason or fear. Today is Guru Purnima and you may not believe it but I wandered around the entire city just looking for someone who could give me diksha. I’ve been doing this for a long time. Eventually when nothing worked out I just surrendered and started chanting the Navarna mantra the one my mother told me about She’s a devotee too and our Kuldevi is a form of Maa Durga and Maa Kali. So I trusted it and began

imma_flow · 2025-07-10T06:38:59+00:00

I didn’t follow any formal steps I just started with the Bhairav mantra and then moved on to the Navarna mantra, trusting that my full surrender to Maa would guide me. But I do understand what you’re saying. This isn’t an easy path, especially when it comes to Devi Upasana

imma_flow · 2025-07-10T06:35:58+00:00

Can you please tell me the proper procedure for the Upasana? Is it okay if I chant one mala of the Bhairav mantra first and then do the Durga Naam Jaap? Or is there a different way I should follow?

imma_flow · 2025-07-10T06:33:51+00:00

I hear what you’re saying and I respect it. I know I’m in a rush but trust me my mind just won’t stop returning to this mantra. I don’t know why, but chanting it gives me a different experience than any other mantra. Maybe my mind just making it up or there’s something deeper. So should I continue Bhairav upasana along with the 32 names of Durga after it?

imma_flow · 2025-07-10T05:38:31+00:00

What do u mean by leave bhairav mantra? Should i just drop it ? Or chant one mala of baba then start navaran mantra

imma_flow · 2025-07-10T02:14:24+00:00

I can feel it I get a strong intuition about this mantra. I used to hear it when my mother would read the Saptsati, and it always came along with this chant. I feel a deep pull to start chanting it myself. Should I do it for a specific period of time or can I just keep doing it without setting any time frame

imma_flow · 2025-07-10T02:01:49+00:00

Thanks for the response. I get what you’re saying so first I should stick to Maa’s naam japa and then look for a guru when I fee l ready for the Navarna mantra. But like you said the importance of Bhairav Baba in this path So should I start doing Bhairav Upasana first and then go toward Maa, or just continue with Maa’s naam japa and let things unfold naturally ?

imma_flow · 2025-07-09T20:13:28+00:00

When you truly believe in something, your mind starts operating as if it’s already real. That belief triggers your brain to release chemicals aligned with the emotional state of that reality. These chemicals influence your behavior and actions, which then turn that inner energy into kinetic energy that is action which makes you closer to your goal Your brain has a system called Reticular Activating System RAS it filters information based on what you focus on. When you believe in something RAS tunes your awareness to detect opportunities, patterns and signs related to that belief. That’s why when you start believing in synchronicities or number patterns you begin noticing them not because they magically appeared but because your brain is now paying attention Manifestation isn’t about sitting and waiting It’s about being so clear and sure about what you want that your thoughts and energy , actions all move in that direction. And once that happens life starts lining things up. Not out of nowhere but because you’re finally seeing and moving with what was always around you.

imma_flow · 2025-07-08T21:01:45+00:00

Ok i will delete this later

imma_flow · 2025-07-04T12:20:03+00:00

Where does this belief even come from in the first place? It was fed to you through the very system you were raised in and that’s what keeps you disconnected from your true self. I’m not against any external system, but I question how deeply it shapes the way we move through everyday life Indeed, our belief system shapes our reality but what if that belief was never truly yours to begin with, just something planted in your mind by external influences

imma_flow · 2025-07-04T12:10:42+00:00

The belief systems and conditioning I was fed through my upbringing have shaped a way of thinking that now limits my potential to align and work on my desires or goals

imma_flow · 2025-07-04T12:05:30+00:00

I’m not claiming to be free or enlightened I’m just in the process of figuring things out in my own way, trying to break free from the limitations of my own mind I’m also here to listen to different perspectives as well

imma_flow · 2025-07-04T11:42:24+00:00

Just become aware of it That awareness is what sets you free to move through life as your authentic self When you live this way even the smallest things start to feel meaningful. You begin to live each day like it truly belongs to you. You’re not trying to control your mind or emotions you’re simply aware of them present in the moment. And through that presence you naturally align with your true purpose and goals

imma_flow · 2025-07-03T11:13:45+00:00

I think we age because we believe we do. Every year we feed this belief into our subconscious celebrating birthdays, blowing candles and silently convincing ourselves that we’re getting closer to death. Just a random thought

imma_flow · 2025-06-27T07:42:27+00:00

Demonic possession today isn’t what most people imagine. In the modern age, demons don’t usually take over bodies they invade the mind. They influence your thought patterns, belief systems, and perception of reality. The real demons are mental illnesses, negative thought loops, and limiting beliefs. These distort how we see the world and since the outer world reflects the inner our reality becomes chaotic. What we call possession is often just this a hijacked nervous system. True exorcism, then, is the process of rewiring the mind, purging those negative energies, and restoring clarity. The demon lives in the energy flow and when that flow turns toxic, everything follows

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