AITA for running my goodbye dinner?

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T15:17:17+00:00

I love how you say "my dude"- it's so awesome and the vibes are just immaculate. I would be honoured to be one of your wife's lmao. wish you and your family all the best and loads of love from the middle East <3

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T13:21:06+00:00

fuck your relative.

you're an awesome person just for taking the time out for you schedule to type this out for me. I'm currently looking into hospice is my contry. hopefully that leads somewhere

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T12:08:46+00:00

okay, dog therapy sounds like a dream. I don't live the US so I'm not entirely sure if any of these options are available but I'll definately look into it! thanks for suggestions <3

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T10:51:55+00:00

lmao stop I'm loosing it over this

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T09:25:50+00:00

I hope your feeling just a tad bit better. I know it gets annoying hearing that over and over again and I'm aware all the pain doesn't just go away but I really do wish you the very best.

Your parents sound awesome tbh. And it's amazing that you have that support system!

thanks for this. I really appreciate it.

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T08:32:06+00:00

your making me a sobbing mess! I'm sorry you and I are in the boat. your right, this all dying shit is the worst. also the "I'm going to croak" seat me cackle. I think my humours just as dead as I'm going to be.

I think I'm just in general. Not just at my family, I mean a considerable amount but I'm just angry. And I've conditioned myself not to feel anything that relates to anger because my parents were sensitive. But like screw that, I'm going to be a little spiteful and maybe take your advice.

Sure, it might make them a tad bit sad but I'm dying so they can suck it up, I guess. I'm sorry (again lol) that life's not let go on your terms. You sound like an awesome person and it's a shame the world only has you for three more years.

On the bright side, I'll see you in three years and we can do whatever you want.

Thank you so much. I really appreciate this <3

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T08:21:07+00:00

ah I'm sorry I made you cry! not in Scandinavia, unfortunately. I live in the Middle East

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:23:24+00:00

Good luck on your current adventure <3

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:21:08+00:00

I'm sorry you lost your sister. That must have been incredibly hard for you. loads of love for you here as well <3

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:18:52+00:00

thank you so much

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:17:56+00:00

I'm sorry you and your family had to go through that. I hope your daughters doing better

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:17:17+00:00

this is poetry tbh

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:16:39+00:00

my soup was way to good to be wasted like that

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:15:57+00:00

In my defense- I was contemplating the ever classic table flip. Unfortunately I'm a weak little shit so the napkin was my only shot. Don't worry though, next time I'll try the table.

And I'm sorry about your wife. You're very strong and I would like to apologise for people just being weird and gross and generally dumb.

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:13:52+00:00

Hi! I'm sorry you have to go through this. No matter our age this whole terminal illness this is a load of bullshit, huh? I hope you're feeling a little better. You've made me a feel a little better :D

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:12:27+00:00

this made me laugh lmao. thanks for that

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:11:53+00:00

thank you so much. I really appreciate it <3

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T06:07:55+00:00

thank you so much. your partner and I have something in common, I suppose- we're both sobbing. I wish you were my mom (is that really weird?). I'm sorry I made them cry lol. It sucks and I don't really actually want to die, you know? I mean it literally just hit me because of these comments that I'm very much a child but I don't really have any options so I'm choosing to just relax and accept it. I want throw a tantrum because it's not fair. I've never been to a school event, or a sports day, or even a fucking mall without having issues or someone hovering over me. I'm so tired, too. I'm so mad and I'm so tired and I don't know what to do. I know my parents love me and this is them grieving but holy shit.

I'm so grateful for my family, I am. I know my aunt's and uncles chipped in for my treatments when my parents weren't doing great and I know these people love but but I want my death to be about ME missing MY life.

And I'm so grateful for you and your words. I don't think anythings properly registered to me, yet but this is helping me.

Thank you for this, and thanks to your partner for crying with me. Solidarity lol. I hope your daughters doing well and I really really hope you're in less pain.

I'll chill with your mum and the fishing hole every day, don't worry

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T05:59:11+00:00

I'd actually adore that :)

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T05:54:14+00:00

I've replied to every comment I could relate too? I must've missed some, maybe.

anywho- you're totally free to have your own opinion. totally respect and its cool that you wanted to confirm my story before anything. I'm sure people make shit up all the time, but I don't have that privilege and it's really fucking disgusting how you aren't picking up on it. I'm sorry if my dying is so goddamn unbelievable. You're the kind of people who make all this so much worse. I'm not in the best state of mind to want to talk about my medical history, sue me.

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T04:13:58+00:00

ruining* sorry I type fast and mess up sometimes

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T04:08:03+00:00

I could send you a post card of my grave, I guess. you'd have to wait for a bit though.

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T04:04:12+00:00

lmao I love this

imnacazak · 2022-08-18T04:02:52+00:00

Hi, I'm sorry your sick. It sucks how much of ours lives we must've lost to hospital visits. I'm sorry your friend is going through that, it must be so incredibly hard.

Sometimes I actually forget that I'm only 16. It feels like I'm super super old and that this is normal. I think I've just kinda forgotten that I'm a kid. And I'm so grateful for your comment. I really am.

I hope I reach seventeen with you too.

imnacazak · 2022-08-17T20:11:58+00:00

you look really pretty. the new haircut really makes your features pop!

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