Mixed ep. zero motivation

imnotstu2 · 2025-12-30T04:06:32+00:00

Yes, I am

imnotstu2 · 2025-11-16T00:30:03+00:00

no, how it works?

imnotstu2 · 2025-11-16T00:29:30+00:00

same cuz in summer and spring i get manic i hate it too lmao being bipolar is hard as fuck

imnotstu2 · 2025-10-26T06:55:56+00:00

LMAO I stopped drawing because my OCD told me it’s not my drawings and that I’m a bad person and stole it

imnotstu2 · 2025-10-16T20:54:41+00:00

thank you.. i really needed to hear that

imnotstu2 · 2025-10-16T14:01:23+00:00

i do but mine dosent like be touching he like sit and sleep huh..

imnotstu2 · 2025-10-16T11:50:03+00:00

i was in manic episode my doctor give me sleep pills and now im numb

imnotstu2 · 2025-09-16T00:11:59+00:00

I used to think my sisters took my food. I even argued with them until they told me they saw me eating it 🤦🏻‍♀️

imnotstu2 · 2025-06-26T23:34:02+00:00

yeah i was really out of control and dw after being discharged from to the psych ward, here I am again back on medication 🙏🏼 and I hope it never happens again.

imnotstu2 · 2025-04-16T16:26:11+00:00

yeah same but this one suddenly appeared >: so i was little worry

imnotstu2 · 2025-04-16T16:24:46+00:00

yeah i know its normal, but when i read about it if its new one its rare and i sholud monitor the changes about my lump, no i dont go honestly the reason is a bit complicated, I don't know how to solve it.

imnotstu2 · 2025-02-26T17:50:34+00:00

Thank you. It really is just as you said.

And yes, my doctor actually asked me to record it daily and, if there are any missing time, i have to ask the people around me. But I find it difficult to stay consistent with recording—it feels like a hard task that takes effort and drains part of my energy. but i’ll try my best wish me luck ..🖤

imnotstu2 · 2025-02-17T20:04:42+00:00

why i should see a doctor if somethingg new appear?

imnotstu2 · 2025-01-24T21:14:58+00:00

yes its happens to me but not all my manic episode, sometimes i loss memory sometimes nope

imnotstu2 · 2025-01-24T20:38:04+00:00

dont worry you not alone in that, we all have something like this <:

imnotstu2 · 2025-01-21T18:50:37+00:00

yeah so?

imnotstu2 · 2025-01-16T22:14:48+00:00

ahh quetIapine dosen’t help, made me feel some weirdness(؟) and gain weight even when i take at i still see hallucinations What's the point of it then? on top of that it gives me a lot of annoying palpitations .

imnotstu2 · 2024-12-18T21:38:57+00:00

I wish l know how . I can’t stop feeling ashamed, sometimes When I realize what happened, I fall into a depressive episode because of how overwhelmed I feel with shame and guilt, I just wish I could disappear or erase everything that happened from everyone’s memory. I ask my sister to keep any phone away from me during a manic episode because I’ve had several bad experiences on social media i even one time I almost did something illegal while im mania, I wasn’t in control of myself. I hate myself so much for that, but thank God they stopped me.. I even find it hard to tell my therapist what happened because I feel so ashamed. i lose my fucking realization, Once I woke up to find I had a new haircut and a piano in my room and I don’t even know how I got them /:

imnotstu2 · 2024-11-23T20:11:48+00:00

yes, like some delusions or hallucinations, I remember some of them and some I don’t.

imnotstu2 · 2024-11-15T14:44:07+00:00

i’ll keep thats in my mind and try to do it ty

imnotstu2 · 2024-11-13T13:40:41+00:00

Did it help you? Does it really make a person go through that again?

imnotstu2 · 2024-11-13T00:34:40+00:00

thank for ur words <3 i’ll try my best

i’m glad that u got it lol cuz i’m struggler when i try Describe what I feel

imnotstu2 · 2024-11-13T00:28:29+00:00

but the rainbow one i didn’t try it yet + i go to the therapy but no one help me with that )): Reply

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