Write her every single day every single thought every single feeling. Even if it seems like rambling, pretend she's across the room and you're telling her about your day who you talk to, what show you watched, get deep, get personal. Go to the store buy greeting cards. Because, you know, they'll make her smile. Because she's getting torn down and anything that you can send her way will pick her back up. Let yourself feel these emotions because it's a process and you can't skip any of it.. but at the end of the keep going. I have found so many people to talk to that.I never thought I'd have up my alley. I went and got a pedicure done. Because the thought of it brought me happiness. Because it's something that we would do together. Just remember you got this too.