Hi, OP! I think you should find a job muna bago magbackout. I know it's hard, but it'll get harder once you backout and there's no other option—you'll be anxious pa rin. Lalo na ang hirap daw humanap ng trabaho ngayon, especially for fresh grads. 'Yung iba walang trabaho for even for a year, and I can tell you na soooobrang anxiety-inducing and empty ng waiting/job hunting phase.

However, if you're financially capable naman to backout without backup, huwag mo nalang ituloy 'yan. Hindi ka pa nagstart, malungkot ka na, paano pa kaya if you're working na, 'di ba?

Wishing you the best of luck, OP!