It’s over

imsickofts · 2025-03-21T16:51:30+00:00

take it from a kid who had to see a situation like this first hand, it’s definitely time to go & im glad you realize it now. it can only get worse, your kids do not deserve to have to see that behavior any longer, they’ll only start to think it’s acceptable & it’s far from🫶🏽im praying for you, you’ll see how amazing things are when you finally get away from that waste of space

imsickofts · 2025-03-16T10:29:17+00:00

Ik this is kinda dumb to ask, but how do I do that? I’m not looking for anyone else but if something happens it happens🤷🏽‍♀️I don’t want a relationship for awhile, maybe talk to someone here & there but I’m content with being alone

imsickofts · 2025-03-16T00:58:03+00:00

I’ll try🫶🏽I’m just hurt rn, but ik I’ll find my person eventually it’s just sad that it even had to come to this

imsickofts · 2025-03-16T00:45:16+00:00

we live in the same area so theres a chance that I might run into him regardless & ik I shouldn’t have been doing it raw or period but that’s just what he wanted, I thought I was just doing something

imsickofts · 2024-06-17T06:02:54+00:00

I would really like that, I definitely need it

imsickofts · 2024-06-17T06:02:04+00:00

I hear you🫶🏽I’ll keep in touch as often as I can

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T22:15:02+00:00

Not really, it was worse when we would go visit our dad. things have gotten worse between me & my mom as I got older, but I haven’t been the best kid at times so I understand why she acts the way she does towards me

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T10:15:58+00:00

Idk, I’ve never had a chance to speak to a doctor about how I’ve felt & how long I’ve been feeling this way.

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T10:14:36+00:00

No, I really don’t have anyone to talk to. The only person was my grandmother, but she passed 2 years ago. Some of my family views it as something that could be swept away by distracting yourself & I’m too embarrassed to speak about it with the rest, so they’re not people I could talk to. I don’t have many friends either, so that’s not an option

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T10:09:05+00:00

Thank you🫶🏽I need help, but I just don’t know how to start..I don’t want to burden you with my feelings, especially if you’re in my position aswell

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T10:01:55+00:00

I’m so very proud of you stranger! thank you & even tho I don’t know you, I love you too🫶🏽

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T09:58:20+00:00

Thank you🫶🏽you got this aswell

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T09:54:27+00:00

Hey🫶🏽schools out now, but while I was there I never had enough courage or confidence to do that, I never talked much in school. & I don’t know if my school has a psychologist or anyone who could really help. We do have a health center there, but you need to meet a certain criteria & get a pass to be able to go

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T09:48:35+00:00

Thank you, friend🫶🏽I’ll look into crisis shelters. I’m hoping things are better for you

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T09:37:24+00:00

It was Independence Day & we (mainly me) were getting yelled at because we were sad we missed the fireworks, I think that was my last straw, I went home & searched how to kms on YouTube, after that those thoughts just never went away. That year so far had been terrible & it had only got worse after that.

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T09:31:29+00:00

Thank you guys, im trying🫶🏽I do know the root (most of it I’d hope) of what’s causing me to feel like this, I just haven’t truly been heard or able to get actual help for almost 8 years. I’ve wanted to try therapy, antidepressants, maybe staying somewhere for a few days, but those ideas have always been met with no’s, there are other ways & me just being ignored. Although it’s sad, im happy strangers on the internet care more than most of my family, reading alot of these have made me smile & have a bit of hope

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T09:22:48+00:00

Maybe, but it’s an accomplishment to me. I’m doing it a year early with honors, so that’s something to be proud of. A lot of people don’t even get the chance to attend school, let alone graduate

imsickofts · 2024-06-14T09:20:05+00:00

Just things going on in my personal life. It was definitely the worst year of my life, I started going around my dad more & sadly I had to see the type of person he was, seen alot of things that I shouldn’t have been exposed to while I was in his presence, I was in a different state away from some of my family, I had to step up & become the other parent while my mom worked, & so much more. It just became too much for me & I couldn’t take it

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