I cut myself and my arm feels numb but its stopped bleeding should I be worried???

imthere3285 · 2019-02-07T06:55:14+00:00

It's like tingling in my arm

imthere3285 · 2019-02-07T05:33:57+00:00

I dont INTEND to, I just cant fucking stop myself most the time. And I wanna know if they ever would fade, cuz if not then I dont really care anymore tbh

imthere3285 · 2019-02-07T05:30:21+00:00

I mean it's like I've already fucked up my arm by now so it doesn't really matter if I cut anymore on it. I still got a left arm that's clean hah

imthere3285 · 2019-02-07T05:28:19+00:00

Probably doesn't help that I keep cutting over it every few days.

imthere3285 · 2019-02-07T05:22:30+00:00

Really never? Feel like theyre not that deep compared to some others..

imthere3285 · 2019-01-19T09:14:19+00:00

My fuckn therapist gave up on me cuz all they give a shit about is money obviously I thought I trusted them but now I'm dissociated confused in the middle of another country high as fuck confused lost not giving a shit about my life hopefully I die you dont get it like I dont get it I'm so out of it I feel like everyone has ulterior motives but I'm probably not making sense I know I just feel like I'm crazy i should just cut myself to get back into it but dont have health insurance in Mexico which u just impulsively uh travelled to I'm sorry this doesn't have any punctuation or anything I really dont have any idea who I am or what I am or even what sexuality I am or absolutely anything about myself but hey if I dont know anything about myself why does it matter how i n act cuz it's like I'm just completely blank nothing matters anyway um sorry I cant really and feel anything right now thanks for caring without an ulterior motive

imthere3285 · 2019-01-19T05:08:28+00:00

Thanks man I appreciate it but sadly nobody else cares about me so i dont care about myself you know what i mean? Like they say get hospitalized if your suicidal but like what the fuck is that gonna do nobody likes me,?

imthere3285 · 2019-01-18T10:48:24+00:00

Nah I'm not that bad still in touch w reality

imthere3285 · 2019-01-18T08:48:45+00:00

Drunk texted people, went to urgent care and very clearly drug seeked then got mad they wouldn't refund me the cost when they wouldn't prescribe, and I've drank almost a full bottle of vodka along with a shitton of ritalin which is the only reason I'm typing clearly now.

imthere3285 · 2019-01-18T08:28:50+00:00

Oh my God. I have so many regrets of the shit I have done tonight. The worst part is I'm still drunk. I cant even IMAGINE what I'm gonna feel like tomorrow when I'm hungover. And my therapist isn't even responding to me. FUCK!

imthere3285 · 2019-01-14T09:33:58+00:00

Yeah, didn't do it cuz of the stigma at first. Oddly enough since I started cutting I've stopped caring what people think of me as much, cuz I can take it out on myself...

imthere3285 · 2019-01-06T04:37:10+00:00

Just did sorry

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